Kuch logo ko iss duniya me sivaay tiraskaar ke kuch nahi milta, family aur pyaar dono se.

Is this a joke jo tum hass rahe/rahi ho. I'm crying right now. Kabhi jiyo iss ahsaas ko to malum hoga.

Yaha log entertainment ke liye bhi aate hai, toxic people bhi. This app doesn't have filter entry.

Language dekho apni, suffering makes a person more sensible and supportive. Leave and don't come back 👎

Lonely

 Aaj labzo se mere alfaaz na nikle 
Mere apne bhi kuch khaas na nikle 
In chaar diwari ke ghar me yaaro!
Suna yahi aksar ki aawaz na nikle. 

Kabhi samajhne me khud ko 
Aur samjhaane me apne 
Ek baar bhi vo bekaar na nikle
Jo zindagi bhar rahe sath mere 
Badkismati se koi mere yaar na nikle 
 Aaj labzo se mere alfaaz na nikle,
Jab apno ke liye dil se saaz na nikle.

Khoobsurat thi duniya khoobsurat tha ghar 
Kabhi haste hasate kat jaate the pehar 
Aaj sochke aksar hum jaate hain darr
Ki kahi mohabbat bhi inki ehsaan na nikle 
Ye Ghar mera zindon ka samshaan na nikle. 


Poetry

i am feeling alone right now . i have many people around but still i feel like i have nobody with me. i wantt someone with whome i can share my feelings but then i feel likee nahh everyone is selfishh .yeh bolne bolne ki baat hoti hai ke apni khud ki company best hoti hai but still yrr koi toh cahiyee hota hai . mere yaar dost bhot hai but uh know we cant everytime talk to them. life is fucked upp srsly . like ek insaan koi miljaye na jo binaa kisi matlab se batt kree then its like heaven/

Kuch logo se sharafat bhool ke baat karni chahiye.. 
They don't deserve your kindness
people with a kind heart can be the most bada$$ 
 

Life

One of my friend I really liked him I know him from many years now....he always send me memes and other stuff on social media and I always thought he too likes me once I tried telling him that I like him..as my parents are now searching a partner for me pehle makne yaha waha ki baate nikali he said I want to concentrate on my studies toh maine aage baat nahi badhai mujhe usse disturb nahi karna tha as uske exams aa rahe the but woh kabhi kabhi mujhe ignore karta hai like whenever I share something with him on social media wob msg kholkar bhi  nahi dekhta ...maine bhi uske sath yahi kiya 2-3 baar I didn't replied but woh fir bhi mujhe msgs karta hai....mai kya karu I am not understanding kya chal raha h...seeing this I don't want to approach I want him to approach m

One Sided Love

Aaj na mere so called father ne jinhone father jaisa kuchh kaam kiya hi nhi mere liye unhone bola mujhe ki kis kutiya ko paida kr liya, haramzaadi marti bhi nhi hai bs paisa barbaad krti rehti hai or khana khaati rehti hai .. ye toh waise roz hi bolte hai pr kal meri maa ne mere bhai ko bola ki tu isse door reh nhi toh tujhe bji mere se door kr degi.... ye bhi roz hi boltu hai par point ye hai mujhe farak kyu pdh rha hai.. mujhe bhi nhi pata bs kabhi kabaar mn krta hai baar jau ya mr jaau pr dono hi nhi kr sakti

Suicidal Ideation

Bajay Pyaar Ki Shabnum Mere Gulistaan Mein
Baraste Rehte Hain Har Simt Maut Ke Saye
Siyahiyon Se Ulajh Padti Hain Meri Aankhein
Koi Nahi .. Koi Bhi Nahi Jo Batlaye
Kitni Der Ujalon Ki Raah Dekhe
Koi Nahi Hai Koi Bhi Nahi
Na Pass Na Durr
Yeh Pyaar Hai
Dil Ki Dharkan
Apni Chahat Ka Jo Ellan Kiye Jaati Hai
Zindagi Hai Jo Jiye Jaati Hai
Khoon K Ghoont Peay Jaati Hai
Khwaab Aankhon Se Siye Jaati Hai

Breakup

I don't know why but parents apne children ko smj nii pate ...why they olwys think like dusro k bche zyada ache hote h aur chahe hum apne parents ko happy rkhne k liye kuch bhii krle but vo kyu aise behave krte h like hum unke liye srf burden hain nthng else 
    I'm just 😖 exhausted 



Exhausted

Bhagwan kare tu marjaye! Sala kameena harami ullu ka pattha , life barbaad krdi meri , tadpega tu kameene , ek din bhi khush nahi rhega , bojh sala , dharti pe , man krta hai tera gala du, nobody is going to feel happy than me if you die, mai thooku bhi na tere upar , chutiya kahika , shakal aur seerat dono se ghatiya hai tu saale, mota bhains kahika, meri life barbaad karke chala gaya , mere teen saal khagya, manhoos. Jiski bhi life me jayega barbaad hi krega . Aaj tak jo bhi hua tere sath acha hua , aise hi hona chahiye tha , yehi sab deserve karta hai tu , mai toh kahu roz tadpe tu saale, harami ke pille , mere per ki jutti ke bhi layak nahi tu , toxic sala. 

Just me trying to get my frustration out.

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