Lonely

Ye social media app hone jruri hai kya? 

Confusion

Log kya kahenge logo ka to kam hai kahna 

3am Thoughts

Just scolded my bsf because she thinks her life is only messed
She says like this "yrr tari to sirf family problems hai par mari to humesha he jindagi kharab rhati hai or wasa bhi mara ghar maie family problems hoti bhi naa to mujha kuch ghanta farak nhi padhta"
And she thinks that my life is very good

Frustration

Is it wrong to expect from your future partner ko vho tumhare saare nakhre jhele?
Nakhre is mera matlab yeh nai he ki meko expensive gifts laa k do..trips pe le k jau..not that which includes money.
Ladkiya dusare nakhre bhi krti he na?
Maine mere to be future partner to ek reel bheja tha..usme 7-8 stupid questions the. I asked him to answer them about me. He said me bohot alsi hu merse ni hoga. Meko thoda hurt hua. Was I wrong?
 Kya yeh expect krna ki tumhara future partner tumhare har nakhre jhel chahe vho kitna unreasonable unrealistic ho yeh galat he?
Is it wrong to expect ki mera future partner mere inn baccho jesi harkeeto me Mera sath de? Me baachi kism ki ladki hu..ajib harkeete krti rehti hu. Is it wrong to expect the same fromhim?

He started liking my stories recently. Iska kya matlb samjhun? 👀

Meri ek frnd h... boht hi zyada achhi frndship thi hmari..hum ek dusre ko choti se choti baat bhi batate the but kuch reasons k karan se maine kuch chize nahi batayi usko meri galti h isme..usko boht hurt hua hoga humne boht time baat hi nhi ki or meri himmat hi nhi hui usse baat krne ki...but ab hum baat krte h but waise nahi jaise phle krte the ab sab casual type hogya hai..vo sirf mujhse ek normal frnd k tarah baat krti h vo nahi puchti mujhse ki m kaisi hu maine q chize chupayi kuch b nhi puchti bs ek normal frnd type hi baat krti h...Mjhe boht hurt hora h aise behaviour se ... Usse mjhe expected tha ki vo mjhe smjhegi or support kregi but ab aisa kabhi nhi hoga meri galtiyo k wajah se...

Kyu mujhe mere career se judge krte ho yar. Kyu meri job ko hi meri pehchan mante hai sab log. Bhai mai usse bahut alag hu. Mujhe Jaan to lo at least tum logo ne kyu ye beauty standards aur career standards set karke rakha hai. At least I earn for myself and I can manage my own food and clothes and expenses. Sometimes I feel I am too different to be in this world. And it's too difficult to adjust with such people. Mai school alumni days par nhi jati, dosto ki shadi me nhi jati, kyu? Kyuki  wha mujhe Aisa lgta hai log fir se judge karenge kon kaha kon si post par hai etc etc. I don't really like it. Kabhi kabhi ye saari life bojh jaise lagne lagti hai. Nhi fit hona hai mujhe kisi k paimano par. Han nhi hu mai acchi to thik hai na.. kuch log nhi hote acche. Mat Karo mujhse comparison. Mai khush hu jaisi bhi hu. Let me be in my own way.

Very weird feeling!

After completing a year in Delhi, I am going home now. Aisa lag ra hai bht jaldi jaldi sab ho ra hai. Its like insaan kisi cheez me bhi khush ni hai. It’s just that bht jaldi sab ho ra hai. I didn’t get the time to even do necessary things. What if merko dobara aana pada where am I going to stay then. I’ll come back if things won’t work out. Yeah this will be much better. I’ll live with my sister. We are going to manage somehow. It will be much better I think. Just hope that I get to live my dream life😇. 

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