Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Kinda stuck between wanting someone so much and letting them go …
So boyfriend suddenly just left me with a msg saying I don’t wanna talk to anyone everything is fine here not to worry …
Fuck 😂idk what to do every day I spend without him makes me feel I’m living in hell ya ik that’s too much to say but ya I freaking love him so much…
Is it a break up?