KARMA IS GOING TO HIT SOME OF YOU REAL HARD FOR BREAKING PEOPLE WHO HAD NOTHING BUT GOOD INTENTIONS FOR YOU!!

Life

Hey, I didn't have access to the app since I couldn't find any decent VPN, but safely, I do now; it's just that I'm hopeful, as terrified as I am and I wanted to let you wonderful guys know about it. I'm playing my role as a least toxic part of the nature by being part of a community that only have one wish: Freedom. Something that all philosophers have always been fantasizing about. It's what I'm self coaching myself to dare to dream about. We are fighting against an inner disease that turned our great Persia to this dystopia.
It's early in the morning, 6:30 am; I'm listening to a healing sound. I can't sleep, I can't even relax my stiffened jaw. I can't be wishing for a therapist to talk to, since we're fighting and mourning at the same time; all people of Persia's soil showing solidarity like they all are one big cell. That's something therapeutic. We outgrew the lies, history is what we live now. We're reacting to the reality as part of the nature. The victory is ours. I can feel it, smell it; if it's not, perhaps it's death.
Life is beautiful.

Affirmations

Happy person not mean that he/she is usually live a happy life they probably hide their emotion behind the happiness . Can't judge person by its happiness  . Have some emotions behind the happiness is pain , mental instability. 

3am Thoughts

How do you know you're meant to be together or someone is "the one"?

Other

I'm not feeling okay. I think I don't have any achievement. I feel so failed in this life. How can I motivate myself?


Stress

To accept others, its important to accept ourselves first for whom we are!!

Growing Up

Bbyee everyone! 👋 

Now&Me Thinks

I guess the saying "You'll know who's who in your group, when you came at the point of life Where death is knocking to your door." Cause last night we went to a store to buy some midnight snack and then on the way home, We got jumped by 11 Men and we don't know why and there's only 4 of us and two of my friend Run and there's only me and My friend since Elementary Continues to fight back and I don't really know how to fight but i hit some of my throws and dodge some but my friend knows a little of self defense so he's just kicking to gain some distance and punch and I remember when the other guy pull out a knife and my friend kick him and throw his slippers at him, he came to me hold me at my wrist and then we run as fast as we could to the police station and we Reported what happened and they treated some of my Bruise and they looked up at the cctv and manage to Catch 6 of them this morning and got sent out to prison for 6months and the guy to have a knife for 1year and the two of my friend who run came to us and apologize and we just said it's fine 

Friends

Why do I feel so angry. Every time I think about all the terrible things that has happened to me I get so angry. I want to cry and scream and punch someone. I want to die but I want to live. What is even happening to me I dont even know. I feel so helpless to myself I almost feel bad for myself. Before the accident I was doing so well and I had my whole life together. I had a car, phone, job, boyfriend, friends. Now I have none of that. The only thing I really miss is my boyfriend. I miss feeling loved and being in love. I miss saying the words "I love you". He was the only one I had ever herd those words from and he was the only one I ever told those words to. Now I am alone and sad and have no purpose for my life. I feel like I am drowning and I can't swim to get air. But it's almost like I am letting myself give up and I don't even want air anymore. Now thinking of this analogy I wish I was able to be drowning right now and I wish I was dead. 

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