Kalam se dil ki awaaz likhta hun,
Gum aur judai ke andaz-e-bayan likhta hun,
Rukte nahi aankhon se aansu,
Jab bhi uski yaad mein alfaz likhta hun..

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Shaik_KaiZ056

Uvi rajput 

3am Thoughts

What kind of World would you like to live? 

Acquaintance

Hello 

Anxiety

Does anyone here have friends online? People you have never met? Bcs my best friend is talking to this guy online for about 6 months now and I think it's really unsafe. Do any of u have any good experiences. How can you trust someone online? I don't get it.

Onward and Forward! 🚀

Motivation

Ok. So long story short. 12th board exams, are scaring me, I haven't started studying at all. 
Yes. I'm not kidding. 
I don't know anything, If I fail either dad's gonna kill me or I shall kill myself. 
I've been trying my best not to harm myself. 
And today is day 4 to not harm myself. 
Idk how long I can resist. 
I hate this. This pressure. I forgot everything I studied. 
I feel so worried I keep overthinking and overthinking and overthinking my mind off. 
I know very well I'm not gonna survive this exam. 
I don't want my past to repeat itself. 
There's a lot of domestic violence in my house. 
I hate my dad. 
He hits, belts me, and his anger,will make him hit everyone in the house. It's very screwed up.
Dad's friends daughters and sons are perfect, they study well, that's all. 
I can't study well. 
But I have other skills. Which dad hates. 
I love basketball, painting and drawing anime stuff , I love music I sing. 
For my dad only marks matter. 
Nothing else. 
Just because his friends daughters and sons are purfect but. Not like them I'm useless and worthless the times he hears their succes I get beaten up because I'm not as perfect as them.
I hate myself so much. My body is so numb I literally can't feel pain, even if I hurt myself , dad hasn't hit us since a year. Now. 
My problem is board exams if I don't score 90% 
I cannot live. 
I will not have the rights to live. 
It will be the worst nightmare. 
The end of the world. 
Yes I'm exaggerating so much because that's gonna happen if I don't study. 
But I can't, I'm not able to study. 
I'm not able to concentrate.
I just can't focus. 
I've been trying since 3 months I can't understand anything is going above head, and it sucks. 
I just lie in bed and do nothing. No motivation to study, my body and brain have given up on me my back and head aches so much. 
Ugh. 
I want to give up. 
But not yet. 
Will I survive?



Domestic Abuse

My ex left me because I questioned him about making comments about my weight and also he would download pictures of other women from Instagram onto his phone. I mailed back all of his things plus the gifts he gave me with a letter that stated "thank you for showing me your true colors". He told me that I defamed his character. How did I do this?

i am the best,but i wanna kill myself

Addiction

Exactly one year ago today, I met with Meredith via zoom to continue discussing my accommodations. Oh, how fast the time goes by. I miss her terribly. ￼

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