KADAR  KITNA SUNDER SHABAD HAI NA


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CHAAHE PYAAR KI HO 

YA INSAAN KI 

KYUKI EK ACHA INSAAN ACHAA TIME LAA SKTA HAI BUT EK ACHA TIME ACHA INSAAN NHI DE SKTA HAI


HUME KADAR KADAR kni chahiye woh pyaar ho ya insaan kisi ko hurt nhi krnaa chahiye there is non one likes you you're the perfect person for your won character. 
You are precious  @superstar singer 
Numerologist, palmist,kundli analysis! 
Isliye kadar kro Dhokha na do kisi ko bhi . Kyuki pyaaar ek bhot pyara shabad hai aur ehsaas hai.

Current Affairs

late replies are so attractive like damn u don't give a fcuk huh 😍

I like her a lot and she shares the same feeling or atleast she did when we went on a couple of dates and she told me that she liked me
We talk about it we share most of our feelings. She wants to focus on her career. I'm going abroad for higher studies. The timing is not right 
Do i have to let her go because it's hard enough for me to not be able to see her. I am stuck between this feeling that is stretching my heart.
I also don't want to impose myself or guilt trip her. Also i think she is perfect for me if i ignore some flaws that every human has..
i don't think i can see her with another guy while i can't even be with her 

I'm not in the right state to correct grammar 
so sorry if my sentences don't make sense. 

Love

Vo kehte honge Ishq me, tujhe duniya kharid layenge...
Mai to sivaa teri duniya me ek hissa mangne se,
badi haisiyat hi nhi rkhta...

3am Thoughts

Do you guys beleive in astrology nd all because mere cousin ne ase hi ek astrologer ko meri astrology puchi he was just sharing about my future partner so he told him I got a love marriage is point pr log khush hote hai bt i m not feeling good actually. not good or its another feeling i don't want to do it bze i don't believe in love nd relation so how does it possible .

Kya bat

Adulting

Anyone to talk this morning anxiety is killing me... My heart is racing just waked up.

Whom do you trust most after yourself? 
Why? 

2 years ago I left home because I thought my parents were cruel to me. I'm 24 now. It was unbelievably intense. I was very traumatized. I went to therapy as soon as I had the money , courage and stability to do so. I can't put into words how hard it has been to do is on my own. The 2 friends I got try to help but they've got their own issues and don't fully understand how to, this made me realize I really had to do this fully on my own. I'm doing okay after 2 years but I still suffer from very low self-esteem and I'm still hyperactive and overemotional because of the ptsd. I honestly feel pretty lonely and it's quite hard to meet new people. I also struggle finding a job I actually enjoy. I honestly put an unwordly amount of effort into being an better person and getting out off all this mess. I can see the progress I've made but I still feel pretty hopeless often. I know getting an girlfriend won't solve my problems but I think that's something that would help me tremendously. Girls do see me, I consider myself an attractive and kind person. But just getting close to a girl or getting to know her a little bit opens up so much pain I sometimes get paralyzed while crying. It's so unbelievably intense, it breaks my heart every time :/. So yeah, I wonder from day to day, trying to make something out of nothing. What hurts me the most is when I try to be normal to other people, like I'm happy and everything seems fine. But soon they see I'm not, and I'm not sure what happens inside of me but almost every time I just crumble and get very sad and anxious. I'm waiting for the better days, doing my best to assure a better future and break my families traumatic and poor circle. To whoever is reading this: Thank you for taking the time and I hope this also eases a little but of your pain and you find comfort in my words. Take care ❤



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