Kabhi kabhi kitna he sar maar maar ke mehnat kar lo jo cheez kismat me nahi hoti wo milti he nahi.... Man krta hai deewar pe sar maar maar ke mar jau... Lekin dard bohot hoga aur khoon bhi aayega ye soch kr rukh jaati hu
Haa maana ki ki hai galtiya past me par un galtiyo se jyada aaj mehnat bhi to kr rahi hu... The conclusion is all you can do is work result is never the marksheet of your hardwork... But people see it in that way... "Haa kuch kaam to kiya nahi... Kya he milna tha inhe!" they say
Bas ab to bhagwaan se bhi vishwaas uth raha hai! 

Kya kiya hai past mein 
Ab kya kar rhi ho

3am Thoughts

Mai aajkal bohot religiously motivated hu mostly i am following Shree Krishna ji For developing my self my character my way of living, jisme se ek chiz mujhe bohot sahi lagti hai ke hame har kisi se acche se behave karna chahiye no matter wo aapke sath kaisa hai lekin most of the time ye chiz mujhe hurt krdeti hai log kaafi matlabi hai, apni zarurat ke mutabik baat karege hasege khelege sath rahege fir importance nahi dege, i am a kind of person who wanna be there for every person, who want help who want a frd to talk to, who want someone to just be there with them, or jab mujhe hi kisi ki zarurat padti hai tab koi nahi rehta hai, it hurts yaar, jab aap sabka khayal rakh rahe ho selflessly or aapka time aane pr koi nahi sath de toh, 

Hello 14 year old mature people who are heart broken in love and all the depression of this entire world is faced by them tumhara bohot bohot thankyu tum nhi hote toh baaki log smjhdaari ki value nhi smjhte😂😂😂🤣

Life

i don't know kya hi chal rha hai aaj kal smjh ni aata kispr trust krna hai kis pr nhi ek pal k liye lagta hai us shaqs k liye aap bht jaroori ho aur agle hi pal lgta hai ki aap to bs uske akelapan ka sahara ho har insan ko pyar chaiye lekin har insaan pyaar se darr rha h...zindagi me aage badh rha hai lekin pyar k mamle me piche jaa rha hai.. us past life me wapas jaana chahta hai jahan use sirf hurt hua hai... log kyu itne emotionally disbalanced ho rkhe hai samjh ni aata.. 

i am not feeling good because i dont want to stay at home ...my mom and dad are so strict.they never allow me to go with my friends  ...gr jhel jesa lagne lag gya hai esa lgta he khi jaa hi nhi skte or gr walo ko khi gumna psnd nhi he jo unki wjh se mujhe bhi gr ke gr me rhna pdta he or bhot frustrate hu me mujhe ese jhel me nhi rhna jha khi bhi jao uske liye permission lene ke liye bolna pde or permission mango to mna hi milta hai or mere parents to wese bhi toxic hai kuch share krne tk se dar lgta he .....unse hr cheej me dar lgta he ...ye indian parents itne toxic kyo hote he ...hr cheej ke liye is se baat nhi kr skti us se baat nhi kr skti kha gumne jaana hai tujhe gr me rho gr bhot bda hai yhi gumo mtlb seriously gumne ko wo gar me gumne se compare krte he yrr ab bss tang aa chuki hu kbhi to lgta hai ki bhag jau gr se i want freedom ...yrr ...bt pese bhi nhi hai...me bss 17 ki hu or  gr wale mujhe shaadi shaadi krte he kya mujhe spno se pyar nhi he ...unki hr baat ese pin ki jese chubhti hai ...na thoda space de skte he or na privacy....mujhe ab is jhel se bahar jana hai..or to or in sb ki wjh se  compare krne ki wjh se kisi se confidence se baat tk nhi kr skti pta nhi kyo.😔😖😃😔😭😄

Depression

Bruh, I will die with suffocation today. This work ye nahi ho raha hai mujhse. Kuch bhi nahi ho raha hai. And now half hr me meeting hai leads ki, they gonna k*ll me today infront of everyone, I am the only girl in the team it will be so embarassing. I am feeling so alone now. Fuk it. I hope I don't cry there. Fuk ittttt

Work



Sometimes when you are happy with everything but you feel a space It's like i can't explain in simple words that lines would be likebetween
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Ek pal deewana hua ek pal anjaan hua
Sath rah ke bhi khud se anjaana hua 
Jab sab tut gaya tera sath bhi choot gaya 
In Aakho se ansoo bhi sukh gae 
Chahre se nakab bhi utar gaya
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Khud ko kho kar ajj khud ko paya hai
Kisi ko apna bana ke mene khud se jada uspe lagaya hai 
Kal jo koi apna tha wo ajj paraya khalaya hai
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Ek pal ko laga tha nahi hoga pyar mujhe dobara khud ko ajj galat mehsoos hai
Khud ko ek bar fir se mauka deke khud
ko jeene ke liye banaya hai
Is dil ko fir ek cheez se samjhya hai
Koi to hogi jise teri coffee per bate pasand hogi
Koi to hogi jo tere dard me tere sath hogi
Koi to hogi Jo ye bole gi
meet me and take me to a romantic dinner 
Ya Khud bana ke khud ke hath se khila do Kabhi ladai bhi karo to has ke mana lo kabhi 
Koi to hogi 
Koi to hogi
Jo mujhe khud se jada apna mane gi 
Koi to hogi 


Just want to ask
Is it okay to be good?
Is it okay to help everyone even if they don’t even care??
Is it okay to be kind?
Is it okay to solve problems of others?
Because they’re many who will say kiu kr rhi hah jab woh nhi kr rhi ya kr rha.
Don’t be that kind…
I can’t change myself nor i want to change myself because when will i do i will live in fake world, papa alwys taught me log kuch bhi karay, kese bhi hu hamesha sabki help kru, bachpan se sikhaya hah unhone, religion mein different mat kru gareeb ameer kuch nhi hota, etne aache ethics sikhaye hein unhone if i change myself it will be a disrespect and even i dont want to kiuki muje usmein khushi milti hah. But this society, world sucks, koi problem nhi hein muje still. Fake lgta ha sab muje. But koi bura nhi hota sabki life hoti hah

One day i asked my parents sometimes I hurt you, anger you even I don't talk to you.. 
My parents replied :-"We know ki jab gussa aata hai toh kuch samjh nhi aata pr gusse mein muh se niklne Wale sabad samne Wale ke dil pr lagti jo tumhare liye kitna kuch krte hai "
Today I felt that 

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