Kaafi baar jb apni glti realise hoti hai aur aap kuch nhii kr sktey to bht bura lgta hai. Mai apologize krna caahta hu but nhii kr skta, phle bhii kiya hai. But ab jo hai usko hii accept krke aage badhna pdega. I am sorry P. Maaf kr dena muje.

Bhai agr possible hota to yaha nhii likh raha hota. Koe contact hai nhii isliye aur na contact karna thik rahega isliye yaha likh raha hu

Agreed! Kaisa lag raha hai yahan share karke?

Bhai yahan nahi! Jise bolna chahta hai use bol! Cheezein better hongi!

Memories

This is my first relationship and  with a guy 7 years older than me whom i met 2 months ago on an online dating site. I had no idea how relationships work and what all we have to do or expect in return. In the very beginning it was bliss .....i felt as if i could depend on him , share everything and get constant support but as a month passed by i realised he is emotionally withdrawn and dosen't have time for me eventhough i take time out of my busy schedule for him. I don't know what will happen next but i am just fed up when i am the only one working on this relationship.  We are in a relationship but he says i am too young to commit to one guy.....that i should explore ...date and meet other guys ....even hookup with them. And he is cool with that.  It feels like he is pushing me away even when i want to stay! I don't want to be with other guys but him and ok i get it that i am just 18 and there is so much to explore but i want to do it with him. Why dosen't he get that?!? He says he is afraid what if we get too close and one oneday we breakup ....it will shatter him. But right now he's distant behaviour towards me is hurting me like hell! I am in pain.

Relationships

Hey...have you ever felt that your home is not home but just a house.. you have everything but still not happy...

ADHD

How are you feeling today?

Adulting

I want to get a dog so that I feel loved. 

Love

Terrible 

3am Thoughts

I listen to songs, and create fake scenarios I my head... Trying very hard to deal with this problem, but am not able to... 

Frustration

I've been having conflicting and confusing emotions for the past few days. 
A little backstory: Nearly a week or so ago my family and I rescued a kitten from outside our home. My understanding was that we were going to keep the cat indoors for a few days to keep her safe and warm before giving her to a family friend. The kitten has been in my sister and I's room since that day. My mom got really attached to the kitten and she's her to stay, but she's been forced to stay in our room since. My sleeping schedule is gone and so in my daily norm. I didn't think that would be an issue but it's proven otherwise.

This is where everything started. About 4 days ago around 8-9 p.m I started to feel emotional. The first day I was able to get over it and move on, but it's gotten to the point where I want to cry at any point in the day. I initially thought that it was because I got lonely at night, but even going downstairs and hanging out in the living room with my brother and parents doesn't seem to do anything for me. It seems like all that I want to do is cry and I can't pinpoint a reason for it anymore. 

Is it the suddenness of the kitten? The stress? Or something else? I can't seem to figure out.

Mental Health

I feel like putting a burning rod through my chest.
So empty and hurt and tired.
Why do people you love hurt you the most? why do you hurt the people you love the most.
For how long do you have to anyone for the sins you committed at that point when nothing was right and you just wanted to be destructive?
I just wish i had some strength i just wish someone told me things will get better because it never seems to be.

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