Just saw a girl digging in her eyes and scraping her finger in like nothing. Currently lost.

3am Thoughts

https://open.spotify.com/track/3ScJy88F8KqGDfWu8XJhHx?si=_SSZaOqZReiOYMsZx-E03w

Music

I feel numb I think I wish I ceased to exist or I never existed I don't wish to live 

Exhausted

I just had an questions today though.
Looking at the Morden relationship situations.
I'm 23 now and have been involved with 3 women romantically is it too much or too less ?

Love

It turned out that he was replying to my chat, and it seemed he had forgotten my face a bit, and he asked for a photo, but I didn't just give it away, i don't give him. And after several chats he said bye. Bye doesn't seem like the right word, I want to talk to him but I don't know he want that or not because he said bye, maybe he's annoyed. Or maybe he never changed for the better and is still as annoying as ever.

He moved on completely and i don't want to ...I really don't know what to do...

Breakup

Part 2...
Boy: i wanna live...in a quavery tone..
Amira: no one is gonna kill u now first drink some water nd say abt urself.
He : my name is Aarav.... I am frm a slum area nd my father is a car driver we used to live happily....one day when I was playing wid my frnds nd i got injured frm a sharp iron rod on my back.....as my parents don't have much knowledge they just done first aid.....as time passed tht wound turned into cancer we don't have any knowledge abt tht one day I went to my father's owner uncle's place he was a doctor so he had seen my swollen back tht uncle asked me thn he found out tht was formed into a cancer nd he only admitted me in this hospital....slowly i became bald nd it's been ages fr me to see outside world nd i love to study but now sitting in this room eating having medications due to my condition my mom went to depression nd died last month nd my father is struggling fr money nd he have no time to sleep also i don't wanna live life like this............
Amira became emotional nd started to cry.......nd she want to do smtg fr aarav......to be continued 🙂

Am I getting comfortable with someone again? 
Brain be like: Hey idiot, remember what happend last time.

But nobody can break a man who healed his own wounds alone. Same time , can't be a cold hearted fellow. After all, we all are humans, why so much trust issues? Trauma, yes its a trauma response.



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