Just missing him again. 

I really hate myself for being like this!

Think about the things you hate about him

Baby gurl don't u ever be wasting ur good energy, he ain't even worth it no he don't deserve it (in case u broke up....)

Memories

Jhand zindagi... relatable to anyone??

Life

I wish someone says to me glad you exist😂🤣

3am Thoughts

TW: Coerced to send nudes online.

A guy dm-ed on Instagram complimenting my fashion style and how I looked beautiful. He then starts to playfully flirt and I playfully flirted back, because I thought he was being nice. However he then asked me to send suggestive pictures of myself. I was heavily reluctant but then gave in, because he said he didn't want nudes (I'm assuming he said this so he could gain my trust). Few days later, he flirts again but then asked me to send nudes, and I said "no" multiple times. I even said that he needs to learn about boundaries and he responded with "boundaries are meant to be broken". After saying no multiple times, I eventually gave in, due to his numerous requests. I send nudes, however I did censor my face for privacy. 

I feel extremely disgusted at myself etc and worried because I don't know if he'll send my nudes or not and if he saved my suggestive pictures or not too. And I don't even know him that well and he declared that me and him are a couple (like boyfriend and girlfriend) and I agreed to that- it was late at night and my mind wasn't thinking straight.

He's currently ghosting me and I don't know if we are official or not, or if he just manipulated me online. I'm very gullible and naive online and I've only just turned 18 very recently (2 weeks ago).

Am I in the wrong then? I feel like a disgusting pervert.

Anxiety

Let them do what they do, let them say what they want to, let them dress how they want to, let them be how they want to be, let everyone breathe !

Be true, Be kind, be supportive, be helpful.

Adulting

Hello everyone, 
I am new to this but I really wanted to vent this out. There is this guy which I had known for like 5 years now and we had a kind of situationship going on. Recently I moved to some other city. We have been texting daily and he's been asking me when will I come, he misses me etc etc. I decided to go travel to his place ,spent money on the tickets, lied to my parents for this guy and when I reached here he changed his mind and said he doesn't want to meet anymore and that he won't be able to come as he's stuck in some work . There wasn't any reason too, I  was just shook. I always thought I meant something to this person but  I guess I have been wrong always, he doesn't even care if I am good or not. I feel horrible doing this for someone who doesn't even values it. I planned so much for him and now I feel like a total stupid person

Relationships

I am depressed what to do 

Body Positivity

I waited  for him for 6 years... at last i left  alone.... every time i him as my priority... now its time for marriage..he choose his family decision as final.. and left me in pain.. how can i get out of it... i can't  even control myself for crying... how can i make myself to ve life alone without him

Me: I have a Question, I’ll ask it only once and never bring it up again… could I ever have a chance? Like, if I got my life together, started making more money, etc. would I have a chance? Or is it how I look (no hate, I would completely understand)? 

Crush: to me, it’s not about the money, it’s not about anything specifically. to me Dan, i just think of you as a close friend, a brother, someone who i can open up to. i’d do the absolute same for you. it’s nothing about your looks it’s just the way i see you as.
i hope you don’t take that too harshly.
from the beginning it’s just sort of how i’ve always thought of you, i just don’t want anything to be ruined.

Me: To be honest, I do like you K, but I know you don’t date in the friend group, I’m ok with that. Im fine being friends with you, and I won’t try anything. I’m ok with being the brother, I’ll just be the protective older brother 😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅

Crush: it’s a deal then u can be the protective older brother. 😊 i’m really glad you understand as well why i don’t date in the friend group. 

Like how am I not supposed to be in love with her. It’s something I know that I can’t have it, but I want it so bad. It hurts. It hurts so much I’ve cried myself to sleep since that, it was the most vulnerable I was in a very long time, and it was crushed by my crush. I hate love, but yet, I can’t help my feelings. Why can’t I have her? How do I get rid of these good and bad feelings? Someone please tell me.

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