Just looking at this app from past 15 mins., still donno what it is all about and donno how to connect with other people. 

3am Thoughts

It's okay to take as much time as you want, to grieve over your loss. Everyone has their own timeline to grieve the loss they faced. It's okay if you take an year or someone else took just one day. This is not a competition and your loss is not bigger or smaller than anyone else's. A loss is a loss be it a loss of a loved one, loss of a business, downfall of a friendship, miscarriage, job loss or anything really. You need to take your time to sit with it (accept the pain you feel), get your strength back and show up when you're to ready to face the real world but before that take as much time as you want. Sending courage and love ✨

Loss

To be honest I want to work till my mid 50s  and then leave everything behind and go to the Himalayas, and live like a monk. Probably that is the only place where toxicity and negativity cannot reach and I want to find peace within me. 

Try as much as possible for ourselves till satisfied
Self-love is the priority.
Once accomplished then do whatever 

Overthinking

For past few days I've felt very low, had very poor self image for muself because of the failures i had in my past, it's not that i haven't had victories, it's just the graph of failures I've had was constant. And due to that everyone around me judged me, even my dad and except my mom. 
Afterwards, my first n only relationship ended which i thought was going to be my better half, couldn't handle that pain, and now when I'm alone i don't feel like I'm worthy of enjoying moments anymore, because everytime i try to enjoy my life the society and even my dad taunts me based upon my previous failures, the person whom i felt in love w, left me a year ago, but even today i miss the goddamn time i spent w her, i wanna be the same and better man again, I'm 20 and I'm in the 2nd year of my college, but w the amount of things that are haunting me, I'm a piece of shit, that's how the society looks at me, and beacuse i always have been an introvert i never glance them back and say a word, i want to  prove my worth silently w my actions and their outcomes, but it feels fucking numb when the world judges potential of a person based on what at what parts of their life a man failed.

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