3am Thoughts

I have an extremely stressful job I work almost 24/7 I got married last year and I have an amazing husband but I am under so much pressure from my boss and my family (who are closely involved with my boss) to do everything perfectly I am so stressed that I'm constantly exhausted but I can't sleep and I have zero appetite my husband and I have been trying to get pregnant for a year now and I fear my stress from my job is making it impossible for me to get pregnant but if I ask for a break I'm afraid everyone will think I can't handle everything and I feel like I need some extra help but I feel like asking for help is admitting that I can't handle things on my own 


Stress

it’s getting hard to eat again.

Eating Disorder

The evolution of physical fitness is through the art of mastering mental fitness!

Mental Health

Things have a way of working themselves out!

... I just wanna to try without a good reason...
I don't have friends who allow me to share my personal feeling and stuffs 
I need to listen and give nice respond to them while they just ignore my feelings and said that's my false...
I have no idea about my education and work path, what I should and what I want. I don't know...
I really want to tell my mum and dad what and how I think but they just neglected me and my needs by not talking to me ...  and being angry every time when I saw her. My dad just refuse, reject and disagree things that I told him ... I am scared to tell them any and everything, maybe I should swallow things by myself. 
......I feel so powerless and lonely......



Feeling alone.. in the full of crowd.. extra pro Max of being socially isolated

I see a lot of people saying some really pro parents things here and I just want everyone who’s parents are not as loving, committed to their happiness and yours, unaccepting of who you are as a human being, to know that not all families are great. Not all parents want and do their best for their children. Not all parents are meant to be parents and not all parents deserve gratitude. You don’t have to love your family simply because you are born into it. 

Relationships

Anyone up for a talk?
Random stuff
Not hey , how are you ,how was your day :)

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