Just a gentle reminder you are the main character of your life :) 
Keep going love we wanna see how it turns out to be 

Affirmations

Heyy anyone up for a talk?? I m pretty bored

Friends

Past traumas and unresolved behaviour patters can sabotage relationships, and lack of communication, especially if the other person too has unresolved issues, can drown a good bond. 

At a stage where it’s not over, but it feels so much like it. 
It’s very difficult to know if the other person’s given up or taking their time to heal from constant arguments. 

Relationships

Ok I desperately need guidance when socialising.
Here it goes: I've been an introvert most of my life and I barely have any friends, I don't even have social media except for WhatsApp.if it's even considered one.

I've been wanting to join Instagram buy o can't help but continuously procrastinating  in fear that I'll somehow fail or embarrass myself.
And I don't even know how to take pictures!😕

So I guess you can imagine the fear of being judged by everyone.




Society

Idk i feel like i have to go back to Mumbai even though I don't have any specific work or something
Like i will have a project in April then my course will end 
So as of now i can stay at home comfortably 
But don't know why i m wanting to leave it 
On the other hand it feels bad to leave coz it will seem like selfishness and they will be emotional and doing that without any reason makes me feel guilty 
On the other hand i m just getting into thoughts that parents buddhe hore hai kaam pe laggl unki responsibility uthani pdengi feels like zindagi jiye hi nai hai and inn sab me all bachi kuchi freedom will be lost

3am Thoughts

I feel like I always do today. I spend years thinking I don't have the friends I've always wanted. I'm too withdrawn. I can't be as funny as everyone wants me to be. I'm trying to look good. Even if I don't have friends in real life, I want to show everyone that I have online friends. But we all know that's not the real friend. I'm just kidding myself. All I want is someone to hug me the moment I cry. Is that too much to want? But what upsets me the most is that people who say they're my friends only take advantage of me. Just smile at me for help. I get mad at myself because I don't know people. I'm so greedy now, I can accept whoever wants to be friends with me. They say when something happens, it's okay, it'll be fine soon. But my heart really hurts. I don't think I'm going to feel good sharing this or make friends. All I wanted to do was relax. Thank you if you've listened to me this far.

Happy

i feel like she needs more than me and that i probably don't make her happy enough for her to stay. LMAO. i mean i really fucking love this girl with my whole heart but i feel like im not good enough for her lol.

Overthinking

anyone interested in chatting?? 
I am a girl btw

Hey there! 

I have always been looking for a space where I can share my feelings and help others out as well, so imagine my joy when I found out about Now and Me! 
So glad for this safe space where we can all share what we truly feel and help one another out. 
I've had darker days, wished I'd found out about this back then, but it's okay. 
I am just over the moon right now that I'm here.

Thank you for reading, sending love and light to you!   💛💞

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