Just a curious question to all the girls out there. I mean you all are so special in nature but I had this question how does it feel to think of having a baby or breastfeeding a child in future. I mean this is something which is special duty nature has provided you, but what does it feel like when you are young that you have to give birth to a child someday.

Can you tell your age if it's okay with you

I'm so looking forward and wish to have a baby of own one day .
I'm not scared but my heart overflows with love and happiness thinking about having a little version of me in my arms .
I wish to nurture a kind and gentle human being.

Mindfulness

Sometimes we know we need someone we know we need to feel loved and pampered yet we choose to not seek it...mostly because we are all well aware about the fact that we are broken and scared of doing the same to the other person...

Exhausted

Did end up my 7 years relation in an instant. Tried to get with her but her response scratched my heart. Loves her at the same time having a guilt to end relationship. 

Doesn’t know how to handle this situation.

Anxiety

At the end,
They leave you, with whatever the reason may be but you are hurt, you can't heal from those wounds as easily as heal from external wounds. These wounds take up your energy and efficiency which you need the most to get your day to day shit done. 


It feels like I am trying too hard to get someone's attention and it doesn't feel right
How to stop this desperation

3am Thoughts

Guys I’m fuming. When I was younger my relationship with my sister was strained because of our 7 year age gap. I wanted to play hide and seek and she wanted to know about the new app Facebook. As I grew older I understood her more and I wasn’t as upset for the way she treated me in our younger years. Over the past 3 years we got closer than we have ever been. However, when we have fights I see reflections of her past actions and attitudes towards me, she uses the same manipulative techniques and in the end I’m always left being the bigger person, apologising first and going back to that small girl. 

This fight we are having has lasted 3 weeks, she’s going through a though time but at the same time so am I. I’ve been trying to be kind to her mental health but I know there’s a massive breakdown/meltdown coming. I can’t keep fighting with her but I can’t keep making myself upset living with the fact I’m not happy with the way she treats me. 

My parents are upset because I live in a household that views the older sibling deserves respect because they are older. Even if they are in the wrong. I’m not trying to be a bitch but as my sister she knows exactly how to trigger me then expects me not to be upset. I’ve never seen her act this way ever and I honestly haven’t been this unhappy for ages. It’s not like us to not talk for 3 weeks and it’s causing tension in the house. She talks to me like a dog.  Luckily, I go back to uni soon and that will allow me some air to breathe.

Anyway I’m done I just wanted somewhere to let out my frustration. I know that at the end of the day I’ll go back to being the “bigger person” which I hate so much because it’s like invalidating my feelings when really I should be fighting. 

Adulting

So my circle of friends went to the mall today, we are not complete coz our other 2 friends aren't allowed to go outside. It was spontaneous didn't planned it or whatsoever. And now i feel like my other friend in our circle of friends, why do i feel this like energy that she is kinda upset or mad idk what to call it but i am legit feeling that energy from her well idk if she's upset or just like busy wd her life. Anyway i texted her saying if she's okay and she haven't responded my text yet however she is active on her socials but won't reply back idk idk

I can do this. I will be better than this. I will study alot. Do my masters abroad, become a data scientist, go to trips, fall in love, have kids. I will be happy. I will be me. 

How did you fall apart from your best friend ? 💔

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