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feels like nobody cares

Delusion

Why do people always fall in love with the things that they can’t have ? 

3am Thoughts

Growing up my father never loved me. He always treated me like an unwanted chlid. he always showed passive aggressive attitude towards me. I'm 23 now, to this day they never treat me with love. he never gives me enough money to buy the things that I need, he treats me badly compared to the other siblings. He earns good money but he never fulfilled my wishes. I feel ashamed in asking for money for my everyday needs cause he used to beat me up as a kid whenever I asked him to buy me something that I needed. I can never forget those days. I'm sorry dad but it 
Was your responsibility to make me feel loved as a kid which you never did. You always treated me like a burden ..I just cannot get this out of my head. 

Parenting

Baaki sab to chal hi raha tha zomato valon ne apni location par deliver karna bhi band kar diya 😕

Other

Sooo, I have kind of a crush on a friend of mine, aaand I don't know how he feels about me . Like, we had our "moments" I guess but I feel like he would be like that with all girls? I don't know . I caught him staring once, he picked up I think like 2 times stuff that I dropped without me asking him to give it to me, he once was excited to sit next to me, he waited for me once while I was with a classmate so that we could play ping-pong (cause our school has a table set), once him, a guy classmate and I went to watch a soccer match in a Cafe near the school and when it ended I went w the classmate and I was waiting for him to pay for his drink and get out but the classmate told me  that my crush will go the other way cause he has his bike there . So we went and the crush texted me for the first time to see if I got home okay (first time any guy checks up on me -SOO SWEET OF HIM) and we laugh sometimes ..
 
    BUT, he talks to my girl friends as well (I mean it's good but they take a lot of his attention-which isn't something I like) - which means they know him more. They  don't have feelings for him and they don't know that I do .. and I can't tell them . Cause we are all friends w him so it would be too awkward.. 

Tell me what to do . Should I spend more time with him and see him as more than a friend ? Or is he just a friend :'(  ?

Crush

All parents care about is respect.......... nothing else. Can't wait to leave this world.

Depression

I feel so lost and lonely... surrounded by so many good friends,a wonderful boyfriend,loving parents,and yet, I feel empty. I was fine yesterday, I don't know what happened today. I don't know if I'm going mad. I just,want to get away from everything

Self Esteem

Hi guys i m new here.. hope to meet some good people and make some friends.. 😇

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