
" jo shor ka hissa hui vo awaj hoon logo mein hoon per tanhaa hoon me "

I never thought that i can relate to these line  but now i can 

khushi gupta

Rash Kap

Life

Things that makes or will make my mom happy 

I'll go first

When I wear ladkiyon Jaise kapde...
When I put oil on my hair
When I visit and talk nicely with my relatives
(Kya matlab ki woh log saanp 🐍 nhi hai)
When I sit, walk or talk like a girl
When I wear dhang ke kapde
(Kya matlab mere tshirts ka pochha bana doge )
When I don't eat bahar ka kachra
(Kya matlab ki pizza healthy nhi hai usme toh vegetables bhi hai😅 )
When I burn down my mobile and ear pods

Let's continue this 😅😅












Happy

Mai ban ho gya group se🥺
Meow

Girls or boy doesn't matter.. Kuch interesting conversation h to connect Karo. Kisi 1 topic pe varna haal-chaal, name , age , place  to sab puchate h.

3am Thoughts

Tbh I'm not doing anything productive since last week... Like all I do is just utho office Jao Eve ko gharpe aao kuch snacks vgra Khao aur so jao.... Office mai bhi same screen same wall ke samne baithe raho.... The thing is muje ye patay ki muje kuch productive karna chahiye but energy aur motivation he nhi hai... Pata nhi sab energy kaha khatam ho rahi hai kuch productive he nhi kar rahi hu phir bhi... Ghar pohchte he I feel like I need to sleep that's it... No proper meal and breakfast nothing idk kya ho Raha hai mere saath

Confusion

Aisi vibe aa rahi hai ki aab account ban hone wala h jald he.. Par hume ghanta farak nahi padta.... Karo ban kitna karoge... 

Now&Me Feedback

Jashn koi hm pal pal barpa karte the,
Khush to nhi the lekin daawa karte the 

Jindagi kya thi 'saahukar' ke jaise thi
Hm kishto me karz chukaya krte the 

Hm sb to bhatke rahte the khwabo me,
Jo ki hmari neend me thahra karte the

Hmpe bujurgi chaai nhi so nhi kaha,
Hm aisa karte the  waisa karte the   

Chaahne walo ki najro ke jeeno pr,
Pahle chadhte the fir utra karte the

Sacchai ki ankho me hm daal ke dhool,
Khwaabo ko chup chup kr dekha krte the

Yu to the nhi hm sharmile,
Bs duniya daari se parda karte the   
   



Aisa kyu hota h ki main apni baat puri nhi rakh pati ya smjha pati? Eksath mind m sari info nhi aati jo mujhe bol deni chahiye hoti h us time? 
After ending discussion mujhe kuch or points yaad aate h to add on jis se ya toh conclusion change hota h ya nhi bhi but its frustrating to miss out 2-3 facts everytime. I dont feel resourceful and then i would beat myself about it ki phle kyu nhi yaad aaya. But later on it is like i would have said that, isko m aise smjha skti thi, i could have given better explanation or whatever
Why it happens and how can i overcome it?


Anxiety

Just feeling a Bit lonely, I don't know ye kaisi and kiski talash hai. 

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