Jisne pyar ki izzat nhi kari usnay .
Toh samjo usnay khudi ka kalesh kiya.

3am Thoughts

I always get sick. I hate it, I was out all last week for Covid and now I’m throwing up. I have a fear of throwing up, forgot what it was called, which makes this even worse. I hate missing school because I like being able to see people. I’m a extrovert i love being around people and always being alone makes me feel so lonely. 

Diseases

Why am I not being able to control my anger? 

Teenagers

TBH how kind i am excatly same i have a dark side 😌
Realized to have a balanced life today..🤪

Conflict

There's this guy who once said to me "you know women love to be with men who are experienced in b3d but usually men love it with v!rg!n women" 
And I was like then I must be a "man" in that logic because these body counts and past experiences don't bother me much but still if I talk about preference I would rather have someone with zero body count. If it's about having a good time in b3d, dude it's all the practice which one can even get with one single partner if they want to and get better together. If I am keeping my body count zero for my partner whom I would finally fall in love with because I don't want to feel even subconsciously I'm comparing my experience with my present that to with someone in my past, then I would expect the same kind of respect for me as well which I can never expect from fckboys lol. 



Relationships

IPL or EXAM?😅

College

Any tips for se*ti*g for couples in long distance?

Acquaintance

kisi kaam me man ni lag raha . what to do 

Life

hi again! 
i had a really bad childhood, so my mind to make me feel good or avoid my feelings, i got addicted to movies and series, and the issue is that i started imaginig myself as if i was living in those movies.. whenever i start to remember what happened to me i completely start imagining, then when i started going to high school i started to enter the real life, i first did some mistakes, i had my first boyfriend ever, i was excited for being in a relationship, even thou i were insecure about myself because of my past (i was raped by my cousin and teacher)
so i never been on a date with him so had a distance relation, he didn't like the way our relation was. he's the kind of guys whose d**ks controlls him, so he started cheating on me with other girls. when i found out i left him of course, yet still i was hurt and i started to have panick attacks and started to have depression and anxiety, i pushed myself to the corner i stopped talking or laughing, i lost my appetite, and then after a year and half of deep depression, i started living my life as i thought, then once i had another panick my brother's wife lost her baby, and blamed me for that as if i was the one who scarred her for having a panick attack, as if i wanted that. other problems in the familly affected me really bad, i graduated from high school , i built my personnality then i fell for another guy who cheated on me with his friend, and he had the guts to me introduce her to me, i trusted him but he turned me down, i felt like a b**ch with low standards, i became depressed again, i started to have trust issues, till now i don't believe what people saying, and now i don't know what do i feel, i mean i don't figure out my deep feelings, i feel stuck i can't move on without knowing the issue in me , i've done tests of mentall health, i have a severe depression, anxiety, OCD, PTSD, ADHD, Bipolar disorder... i'm confused of what i'm dealing with, thanks God i didn't quit this life sooner, i want help! the thearpist we have here are trustless, shitty society! if anyone know anything how to overcome all this please! help!

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