jina mushkil hai ki aasan zara dekh to lo 
log lagte hain pareshan zara dekh to lo... 
ye naya shahar to hai KHub basaya tum ne
kyun purana hua viran zara dekh to lo



3am Thoughts

Yo ,,,are there any remedies or any way to get rid of your dark circles???

Acne

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hi everyone

LGBTQ

Day 208 of writing journal entries.

I had a great day today! I went golfing with my grandpa and made some pretty good shots. The weather was very beautiful and we had a yummy breakfast after. 

I also did very well on my workout today and had a very good run. I was happy with it today, I ran my legs off haha.

I am slightly worried for my Jewish friend, okay, very worried, there was a rocket that hit near his home. Luckily he got to safety and everything seems to be okay now. I care about him so I worry for him, I hope he finds peace and safety when he moves to America…

It was still a good day, though I was worried for him. I hope everyone else is doing well, love y’all! 

Personal Growth

zindagi me ese bhi log ayenge 
jo kuch waqt me hi hamre bht kareeb ho jayenge ...
hm badal lenge khud ko unke khatir ..
or phir vo achanak se badal jayenge ....
  shuruvat me to sab thik rahegaa pr.... 
at the end sab apna roop dikha hi jayenge... 
kl tak jo ajnabi hua karta tha 
wo apna hokar 
phir anjaan ho jayega...
yeh zindagi bhi to esi hi  hua karti hai ....
khud ke pass kam aure pass 
zayada raha karti hai ...

Growing Up

I have a friend, let's call him A. I really love this guy (as a best friend). Even he says so. But we rarely talk... like whenever he needs to ask something or needs something he calls or messages, but not without it. Like 2-3 months pass and we don't talk or message to each other. Whenever I feel emotional neglect or some issue, he is never there. He has good humour, but whenever I try to discuss some genuine problem of mine, he just laughs it off... he doesn't listen to it at all...I just feel so alone... last time we didn't talk for like 10 months and I fought with him over it and he apologised and I gave him another chance... this has repeated so many times... I feel neglected and left alone...He is in college and I am preparing for an entrance test and I know that he is busier than me but why can't he just message me once on Whatsapp or just check if I am alive?? I feel drained many times when I talk to him and I find it weird as he is my best friend. All his talk surround around his life, his carrier, his girlfriends... he never asks anything about me... how I am or what am I doing.. I feel used but I really adore our friendship... I can't message him every time no... I also have some self-respect but I miss our friendship, our memories... I am just stuck... I only have 2-3 friends...and he was the dearest.. I fought for him with the rest of my friends and was abandoned by them... one of my those friends thought that "something was going on between us" as of course a girl and a boy can't be best friends! But I really adored him..a best friend's neglect pains more than a boyfriend... I know it is his life.. but can't he give a little space to me?? I have forgiven him so many mistakes just for our sake and I just get loneliness and neglect in return.. one time he said that I don't have any talks to do with you as you and I are for different career lines and we can't be friends.."have you ever seen a lawyer and engineer as friends??" was his exact line... i felt so broken after that but I forgave him later when he said sorry... when he got covid, I messaged him each day and prayed for his recovery... and now, he just even doesn't bother to say hi to me even as he is online 24*7...
Why am I left by each friend I made?? Am I not good enough?? If yes then why there isn't a single person in my callbook whom I can just call or message frankly and we just talk?? my parents are always so busy in their life, they hate me too because of my failures.. why am I so lonely?? Why do people I trust or love always leave me?? Is it my looks or my overweightedness??
I don't know... I would never complain.. but I miss you, bro.. I miss our jokes and chats..but I know that u also don't need me now and that's ok... many have left and now you too did it.. no regrets.. just be happy... I will vanish and maybe 50 years later we meet in some random place and we move past each other without recognising each other... everything has an end.. this friendship too ended right here.. just be happy in your life..
I was always there for you, A and you were never... my heart bleeds as I am writing this..

Friends

When we are a kid we are always taught brush your teeth twice a day 🤣 how often do you follow it honest reviews only ... talking about myself sometimes I do forget to brush my teeth before sleeping .

Hey all..... Let's mention your favorite song.... In the comments... 
And let's see..... Which is the most heart touch... Song..❤💔

Coming Out

I can feel my friend has changed so much. It's good but that vibe does not exist anymore. The person who I know as my bff does not exist. I'm happy that she is more confident now but nothing change between friends, right. It's just that I thought we will always be same @ to each other.

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts