Jai shree Ram 🙏
 Life is so difficult for everyone, but have faith....in yourself...go through pain you will succeed 

3am Thoughts

Chalo aab sach sach bata bhi do aap sab kyun aaye ho edar?

I got my sem 1 result today I'm fail in one subject which is maths and I'm feeling like total loser , ik I'm not that dumb , idk what to do now . It's like I'm a total disappointment to my parents and my mom dad are hella strict , it's like world is ending for me . I don't think so I'll tell my parents about this , they'll not understand...

Exam

Dp you guys sometimes feel that it is difficult to commit ? 

Relationships

Being cheated, used, manipulated and emotionally abused at the same time was the worse thing that happened in my life. Luckily I'm not with that person anymore, but still memories haunt me some times. It makes me angry of how fool i was to fall prey for such things. But we can't change our past. And this is life. 

Working hard for something we don’t care about is called STRESS
Working hard for something we love is called PASSION


Affirmations

Toxic relationships with family is another pain in life. Jeez don't even get me started about how toxic of a relationship I have with my family!! It is a freaking nightmare. I don't even go home in holidays because I try to avoid interaction with fami as much as I can. My toxic relationships with family are not just toxic, but are severly complicated as well. I mean there was a time when me and my dad did not talk for months at a stretch because of a disagreement over college and studies. I guess the problem is more about ego and mentality than anything else. Toxic relationships with family, I feel stem from unresolved childhood trauma and issues, especially what are commonly known as "mommy or daddy issues" and it is absolutely essential that they are addressed. Ideally, the basic work which we have to do is think and introspect and realise what is the root cause of our toxic relationships with family and then work on ourselves on order to uproot the trauma. I think that is the best way to go about it. At least in my case, the best way I could think of was therapy and it really helped!! So I guess that is how we work through it. Toxic relationships with family are tough. I know it better than most people because I have been through it, so I understand it. In my opinion, running from it won't solve the issue. You have to muster up the courage to deal with your problems and brave through them. 

Just feeling missing out,most of my friends are planning outdoor activities,and now seeing their posts in social media.I'm feeling a bit of FOMO but can not plan any trips alone.So feeling a bit distressed.My days are getting passed working for 8 hours in office,2 hours gaming after office,social media.Not having someone to discuss my feelings is sure taking a toll on me.Most of my friends are engaged, correction all of my friends are engaged,and here I'm getting nowhere.
Years passing by Covid wasted almost 2 years.
Don't know how to get past these phase

FOMO

Oki here’s the mother friickin tea. I have a platonic best friend and shes amazing. She has great style and an amazing personality. I like her and obviously she knows that cuz I dont hide crap for her. BUT…she’s dating this guy (눈‸눈) and it’s killing me. He lives far away but still in the country and its pretty new relationship. Ó╭╮Ò She knows i’d give her the world and do anything for her. Its so hard tho; with the spicy flirting the cuddles, forehead kisses, hair playing, compliments, and just her in general. I’m kinda like an understudy to her bf and im fine with it but…I want more. I feel like an idiot tho cuz ik it probably won’t happen, but i’m willing to wait and just see what happens. (˵ᵕ̴᷄ ˶̫ ˶ᵕ̴᷅˵)
♥ Any more advice? ♥

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