I've waited and I was patient but somehow it doesn't seem to get any better. 

There are things that should be in my control but isn't. I don't know for sure if things will be better if I could do it but seems I can't. 

Career

Will you accept a broken heart as your partner?? 

Life

My mental health is not getting well at all.
First of all please tell me how you make the decision that this is the only person you wanna marry.
Like don’t you find one way or another to contradict the situation.


Relationships

Im 17 and done w my 12th standard (iit coaching), currently failing almost all my entrance exams. Everything seems to be falling apart, my dreams, my dad's hopes, my life, everything. At this point I either have to buy a seat in any private institution or drop a year. I don't want my dad to pay lakhs for my college. I feel i have not given my best or even near in my exams, i feel i can do it if i drop. But there are constant thoughts of "what if i fail again" "what if it was not worth it" i don't care about what others think if i drop or not, others opinions are not a problem now. Im confused. Maybe I should just buy a seat and work hard in my engineering or maybe I should ignore the negative thoughts and go for a drop. The regret of not giving my best is and will forever eat me alive.

Confusion

I have This heavy feeling in my heart all the time all day everyday I don’t know what to do 

Anxiety

So I have a elder sister who is 5 yrs elder than me. She has a male friend who is close to her since she is 10yrs and he doesn't really like to love someone who is younger than him. Whenever we talk or chat we have some kind of tension among us. So recently while talking I used a purple heart in a casualty and he immediately said that " I don't know how others take but nowadays it isn't good outside , if you use this symbol to some other boy he will take advantage of it " . From then I used to hesitate to message him. So out of sudden he asked me yesterday that whether my crush wished me on my birthday( we aren't that close...that we will discuss about stuff like my crush and relationships). It became super awkward when he asked that question so I just laughed it off and said yes.

I am even confused that what I actually consider him as...so I wanted to know what you people think of this.

Friends

Does engagement ring has to be "specifically" of g old?

Marriage

Is there anyone please? I think im having a panic attack.
Um it’s 5:35, and my roommate is crazy! She is like literally a bitch, she will sleep the whole day, and the whole night, she will call people and give gali, and I keep trying to avoid her, ask her to not do it around me, but she does it. Again and again, all the stuff, which causes me problem

And rn, I feel extremely furious, I feel angry, out of control and losing my breathe and idk all my friends are sleeping, I don’t feel like disturbing them, idk what to do and I’m just having a panic attack 

3am Thoughts

I’m sitting in my college alone. I’ve my practical today. Hope this ends soon so I can go home and sleep. 

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