Alon @r3v0h
I’ve seen stuff about my dad that nobody else has. I cannot love him the same i did. Honestly, forget love. I cannot see him the same way as i did before. Both my parents have been working since i was a very small kid and being the only child , i used to crave for love and spending time with them. But since my dad kept sailing, I never spent a lot of time with him anyways. He has been grounded for the last 5 years and i haven’t seen any particular development in our relationship either. I do keep getting jealous of my friends whose parents take them out to beaches, trips abroad or within the country or state as well but my father hasn’t even bothered. He takes my mom and i for dinner once in a while but it’s only for the sole purpose of eating and not “spending time together”. We constantly keep fighting over my grades. I don’t get good grades because i’m studying PCM against my will. I don’t understand it and i hate it. I keep getting compared to my friends who all weren’t as bright as me back in class 10 but are way better than me right now (LIKE EXCUSE ME SIR, IS IT MY FAULT THAT I’M STUDYING THIS BS?) I have no voice in my family and my opinion doesn’t matter. The other day my dad literally told me stuff like if you get bad grades and put my name to shame, i’ll slit your mother’s throat and kill myself. I won’t let you have fun spending my money and this actually scared me because i know that he is capable of doing so. I Hate That Man more than anybody else i know. But people treat him like a reverend, people worship him because he was very professional at work. Nobody knows him like i do. every second i spend with him feels suffocating. I just want to leave…
Always remember. You matter to so many of us .
Are you kidding? You don’t even know the person. You really need to stop spreading bullshit positivity.
You’re right I don’t know the person .
Avantika @minglingart
Listen
I am also someone who has taken subject against my will
I have taken PCB and because my father wants so
He never asked what my dream is
He said to pick between maths and biology so i had to take bio bcoz my maths was bad
Then i failed neet once he said repeat again
I got low scores and got scolded so badly that i decided to suicide but i didnt
Then he himself put me in med school
I am currently doing mbbs
Still i am confused
I did well in first year but in university exams i scored less than average students
I was like in depression
My sister told if a person without interest can score 60% its great so now i decided to try even more hard
So i want to tell you you would feel lil bad but you must give your full even failure occurs but you will your parents support
Alon @r3v0h
i get your point, but you did bio and now you’re doing mbbs, i’m studying math and i wanna do law later on, which is entirely different from what i’m learning. i see no future studying this hence i have no hope and motivation to study.
Avantika @minglingart
No tht not the point
Whatever you are studying now maybe it can help you in future
The more you study more people will follow you
It will never be useless
Avantika @minglingart
You can also talk to me more dont worry
Alon @r3v0h
that’s very sweet of you , thank you!
Firstly, reach for help. Reach out to someone whom you can trust and if that doesn’t work then file a complaint against him. He can’t talk to you or your mother this way. It’s high time you need to voice yourself and speak for yourself and your mother. You can’t study in this atmosphere. Fuck! Don’t let him dominate your entire life
