I’ve realised that no one is going to rescue you. You’ve got to rescue yourself. 

3am Thoughts

Happy Friday guys 🌺♥️ I truly appreciate this safe place and everyone in it😌✨ as always stay safe & be strong. It's gunna be okay 🥰

Compassion

meditate whenever you feel you are saturated and it helps 

Mental Health

Its been over two year since i've self-harmed and since i've had no motivation and recently i've started self-harming again and feeling the same as before. This feeling i just want to stop but it is impossible. I really don't think ill be able to defeat this feeling this time i wish i could say im trying and i was before but now im just giving up im so tired of being alone and keeping these thoughts to myself but the thing is it's all my fault because im the one who pushed everyone away i regret it so much because now nobody wants to talk to me. its all my fault.

I am not feeling good as my last 10 years dream broke in just few seconds i wanted to become a doctor by taking science tream after 10th but my parents talked to me and told it would require alot of money we cant offord it and i should take commerce instead so i can become a bank manager 

Career

Weird people are there in this world..
They like cars, black clothes even black hairs as well.. lets  not say black only but colored ...
But i wonder why they want white skin...

How would a guy feel when a girl confess first? 

Crush

Oh to be sitting under the bare sky hand in hand ... Peaceful and serene 



Ever felt being second prioritized at all times?! Be it in friendships or be it for a person who you like? I feel like one way I would always escape from this whole feeling is not expecting from people anymore. But can any relationship or let me put it as any starting relationships even last without expections? 

Whenever I talk about the whole priority thing to my friends, the kind of advices I get from them is "it's okay, they don't know the value of you, do some self love, don't expect from people", which definitely makes sense, this is something I would say to my friends, but the question is HOW LONG TO. The most fucked up thing is when it keeps happening to you, you start self doubting your worth, comparing yourself with others, fear of loosing people you love the most, start question yourself, WHY ME ALWAYS, AIN'T I GOOD ENOUGH? 

A guy had chosen my best friend over me. I feel like after that incident, the fear of being cheated is always there in my mind. I know I shouldn't be feeling this way at all cuz she is my best friend and it's just soo hard not too! Also, she is somebody who loves a lot of attention, so obviously she is not gonna deny to any guy who gives it to her! So I have been kinda this guy, who I kinda like and it's mutual! I don't know why he likes me, cuz he isn't up for any thing serious as such also. I met him through my best friend. Now I have this whole fear in me if eventually, he will also try for her if he did ever get a chance to! 

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