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I’ve realised that I’m not straight at all when I’m 12. When I’m 13, I can confirm it…but I can’t act towards my feeling at all because of my family and the society. No, I’m not living in a western country but Asian…and I feel like my future has already been set up by my parents and I feel like I don’t have the freedom to choose what I want. Even more, I’m a bottled-up person…and I never tell anyone before…because when I was 13…I’ve exposed myself too much until my friends turn back against me. I’m very traumatised about it and I’ve decided to never tell my sexuality to anyone. I didn’t say a word about it at my parents cuz my parents never cared. All they know are work, my other siblings and other stuff besides me. I’ve never had a good term with my dad, but my mom, we rarely talk about personal things. And believe me, there’s no like hotline or help care about LGBT in my country. It’s illegal and can be sent to prison. I’m worried that I might end up lonely because of my sexuality. Can someone please give me some advice about it?

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you’re situation is horrible. i’m sorry that you have this problem. here’s some advice from me. yes, keep it hidden. i don’t know how old you are now, but until you can move out of that disgusting ungrateful place, keep it to yourself. for the sake of your safety and going to jail, keep it all to you. once your able, leave that place. go to a collage that is out of that area. stay being you. being apart of the LGBTQ+ community is the best thing that has ever happened to me. it’s a very supportive, welcoming place. but you can’t live like that forever. you need to be yourself. find real friends that won’t turn on you. figure out what’s best for you. find YOUR people. stay strong. keep being you whether its secret or public. try finding people that are like you in your situation. no matter what happens or what anyone says, love yourself. you’re an amazing person. stay yourself. be you. don’t let that guard down. stick up for yourself. fuck everybody else no one gives a shit <3