Iāve realised that Iām not straight at all when Iām 12. When Iām 13, I can confirm itā¦but I canāt act towards my feeling at all because of my family and the society. No, Iām not living in a western country but Asianā¦and I feel like my future has already been set up by my parents and I feel like I donāt have the freedom to choose what I want. Even more, Iām a bottled-up personā¦and I never tell anyone beforeā¦because when I was 13ā¦Iāve exposed myself too much until my friends turn back against me. Iām very traumatised about it and Iāve decided to never tell my sexuality to anyone. I didnāt say a word about it at my parents cuz my parents never cared. All they know are work, my other siblings and other stuff besides me. Iāve never had a good term with my dad, but my mom, we rarely talk about personal things. And believe me, thereās no like hotline or help care about LGBT in my country. Itās illegal and can be sent to prison. Iām worried that I might end up lonely because of my sexuality. Can someone please give me some advice about it?
youāre situation is horrible. iām sorry that you have this problem. hereās some advice from me. yes, keep it hidden. i donāt know how old you are now, but until you can move out of that disgusting ungrateful place, keep it to yourself. for the sake of your safety and going to jail, keep it all to you. once your able, leave that place. go to a collage that is out of that area. stay being you. being apart of the LGBTQ+ community is the best thing that has ever happened to me. itās a very supportive, welcoming place. but you canāt live like that forever. you need to be yourself. find real friends that wonāt turn on you. figure out whatās best for you. find YOUR people. stay strong. keep being you whether its secret or public. try finding people that are like you in your situation. no matter what happens or what anyone says, love yourself. youāre an amazing person. stay yourself. be you. donāt let that guard down. stick up for yourself. fuck everybody else no one gives a shit <3