I’ve realised that I’m not straight at all when I’m 12. When I’m 13, I can confirm it…but I can’t act towards my feeling at all because of my family and the society. No, I’m not living in a western country but Asian…and I feel like my future has already been set up by my parents and I feel like I don’t have the freedom to choose what I want. Even more, I’m a bottled-up person…and I never tell anyone before…because when I was 13…I’ve exposed myself too much until my friends turn back against me. I’m very traumatised about it and I’ve decided to never tell my sexuality to anyone. I didn’t say a word about it at my parents cuz my parents never cared. All they know are work, my other siblings and other stuff besides me. I’ve never had a good term with my dad, but my mom, we rarely talk about personal things. And believe me, there’s no like hotline or help care about LGBT in my country. It’s illegal and can be sent to prison. I’m worried that I might end up lonely because of my sexuality. Can someone please give me some advice about it?