bigbluesheep @bluesheep
I’ve never felt worse. I so want to talk to someone and cry out as loud as I can like a lil baby but I’d hate myself if i do that idk why. I just don’t know what exactly is bothering me. How I’m so responsible for making my life which is apparently at a turning stage so messsy or that I am a terrible and unsuccessful child to the most amazing parents who’d give their everything to me in a heartbeat or that I make so many promises to myself and break every single one of them putting my future in so much trouble. I hate this feeling so very much. I’ve let myself down… and there’s no turning back at this point
Pasha @heemad
Hlo