Aneysha Ojeda @lustaniasax...
Ive never been good enough for anyone i dont have close friends ready available cause they all moved on with their lives and the people who claim to love and support me clearly show im not important enough or beneficial enough for them to show their support since they show it so openly with other people. Ive always been treated second best in life ive always been everyones second or last choice. Im tired of doing my best and never being good enough and when i dont get ontop i feel like an impostor cause i feel like i dont deserve it or got it out of pitty. Ive stopped trying cause whether i try or not ill always be second…im tired of being used or not being important enough for people…i know my boyfriend loves me unconditionally but i cant get rid of these bad thoughts i cant get out of this hole im in i feel like my life is falling apart…
Hey hey… Yup it’s hard that after trying so hard for becoming someone’s best you are not. And that’s not your fault . It’s just that they have a life and they are living as they want it to be and it should be the same way with you. You should not try to be the best of other people rather be the best of yourself and a time will come when you will find your best and I hope that he/she will also find the best in you but it’s not necessary that they will be cz everyone of us will make their own decisions so you should respect their decisions rather than forcing what you want from them. It’s just that in a relationship you give everything without expectations. Be the best of yourself and never think that you are not good enough. You are the best (So rather than trying for the people who don’t respect your efforts make these efforts for those who respects them).
