I’ve just woken up and I already feel awful. It’s like my brain didn’t even attempt to be content. My birthday is coming up but instead of delight, it’s welcomed heaps of existential dread into my mind. I’m not excited for it, it feels like a storm cloud looming over my head. Getting closer & closer to consuming me each day. I have friends but I don’t know how to reach out. I just feel so detached. Also I’m afraid my best friend in the entire world might be replacing me. Even though I can never truly be replaced, but you get the gist. I feel so alone in the most uncomfortable way possible. I feel so stuck in my own head. I would do absolutely anything not to feel this way.
Turtle @turtle09
Hey Happy birthday in advance. Just go with deep breaths. Just dont give all those thoughts too much importance. Just let them be those clouds and let them pass on, and let that light fall in. Its gonna be okay. Find out what causing it, acknowledge it and let it pass. If you could do something about it, take action. Or else take a deep breathe and let it pass on. What comes after that black,dull,dark clouds? -Rain. Let it Rain buddy 🌧
Turtle @turtle09
Have a great day ahead.
