ive been self harming all over over my arm ,thigh and rib cage my mum recently found out and she was so mad at me she said she was going to send me away.im a girl,im muslim and its allready hard enough knowing its haram-(not allowed) in islam to kill yourself im always the bad guy

You can share what's been happening in your heart....
Sharing helps in reducing half the problem 

yu just never know if yu can trust someone or rely on someone cuz theyd end up leaving

Heyyy not everyone is like that..
We meet some people who broke our trust and give us lots of pain.
But we also meet people who makes us happy and make us feel belonged.
So give yourself time and you'll start to trust again. I know it's difficult but all good things takes time.
And you are never alone.
I'm here with you 🫂

U gotta talk things out to someone....

Trust me.. talking helps..I wouldn't say it's an elixir and all these self harmin will stop..

But talking to right person will reduce amount of scars day by day till there are Xero scars..


So plz talk..


Depression

Does sleep deprivation count as self harm?

Self Harm

I know it's bad but I just want to use the sharpener on my body.

Is it bad that I’m hearing voices telling me to cut and that a whole bunch of stuff and that I’m seeing red scratches on my arm like it’s a place I should cut?

Delusion

I think I will cut again, It been some time since I last did so but I feel so stressed and irritated, I can´t deal with this pressure. I want to feel something other than stress right now, I keep tugging on my hair so I can feel the pain but it is not enough.



"Insecure again?"
She took a glance through mirror
And looked away
And the voice in her head started to get louder
And louder 
Closing her eyes
She stripped off her clothes
One by one.
"THE SCARS, THE SCARS"
The voice echoed in her ears louder than ever.
Finding the courage to look in the mirror again,
She failed...
More miserably than the last time.

Body image

I had to lie about the cuts on my arms, I said I fell into a bush 🙈 I hate having to lie about things. Only 3 people know what actually happened and they are trying to help me. I've been tasked with writing a sort of mood journal. So far it doesn't look good it's just so dark, the urge to cut isn't getting any better. The suicidal thoughts won't stop coming, and I know exactly where and how deep to cut to just end it all. It's getting harder to resist the urge to just do it. Things don't seem to want to get better. I'm trying I am but I don't know how much more of this I can take 

hey guys im posting i accidently severd my right hand and now its bloody what to do? 

3am Thoughts

I keep wanting to hit myself as a way of stopping myself from self harming. And I’ve got a head ache today bc of it :)
How can I stop doing this?

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