I’ve always wanted the opportunity to share my deeper thoughts and emotions without really showing who I am, now that I have it, I hardly know what to say. I guess the better question is why do I feel the need to express these things without revealing myself. I’m sure many here can relate with that sentiment. Honestly I don’t know. Perhaps I feel like I’ve built a persona for others that can’t be infringed upon. That or I value the expectations of some too highly to betray their perspective. All I know is that I have so many emotions that I want to speak about, but it just feels like I can’t. I want others I care about to understand the machinations of my mind, but I know nothing I do could ever truly make anyone understand. I want to show them why I am the way I am, why I value the things I do, and why I simply cannot function the same way as others. I’ll share more in time, but I’m not here looking for answers. I already have my answers. I think more than anything, I just want someone to acknowledge that my true thoughts and emotions exist. That I’m not just an empty amalgam made from the perspectives of others around me.
tell me some of your emotions
We see you. And no, u are not just an empty amalgam. YOU ARE AMAZING JUST THE WAY YOU ARE.