it's truly a curse to love in such a pure and overwhelming way and to not recieve the same or anything even remotely close to it back be it friends or be it an actual person you love romantically

different interpretations yes, it's been multiple occasions now, each time you expect a little more and think now is the time you get reciprocation but ultimately you don't.

i really wish i could knowing my true self is in giving and i love every bit of it,, thankyou so much kind stranger :) 🫂 this made my day.

sometimes it's a she, sometimes it's a bunch of friends, but it's the same story over and over regardless of the amount of time :)

it was just two or three months, we had a great chemistry, we used to sit on a porch and look at the moon every night, i wrote about her everyday, she already had a boyfriend, they'd been dating for 8 years and had been seperated because of distance (they were still doing long distance) then for a brief period of time she broke up, then I compiled all of the poems into a book for her birthday which was also a confession under the covers, but by the time the birthday arrived they got back together and in the end i got closure, i still gave her the book and confessed, but now we're complete strangers and we cross each other everyday :)

Love

i feel like i do everything for her but she makes me feel like im nothing to her she gets mad when i get jelous doesnt pursue me the way i pursue her i sometimes catch her talking with her ex she looks so happy when im not with her somedays she makes me feel like im the most important man in her life but somedays she's so distant and cold she makes me feel insecure about my body i dont know if im the problem or not i love her too much i feel like i love too fast and too hard that i end up hurting myself more i dont know what to say to her

3am Thoughts

Do any of yall have a favorite online friend? 

Friends

Isn't it strange that a single decision made by us can change our Future and can lead to infinite possibilities

Imagine feeling good about yourself and actually getting stuff done for at least a week. WOAH, that would be great!

I feel like I'm lacking emotional stability in my relationship right now... Me and him have been together for nearly 6 months right now but it feels like all he's interested in is sex. We have a few moments where we'll act normal with each other and laugh about stupid jokes or just talk. But majority of the time, he's always trying something intimate. It's not like I don't want him to do that, it's that I want him to at least be able to acknowledge my feelings about the same amount as he cares about intimacy. He'll only care when I'm openly irritant, or sad, which is happening a lot more often now. I'm happy with him, but I feel really lonely. My depression is beginning to come back full force and I'm about to start doing SA because I'm tired of not feeling anything but sadness. The suicidal thoughts are returning too, which I really hate. But he doesn't bother to ask me why or even notice how I'm feeling. I recently had a run-in with one of my most traumatic childhood experiences and he didn't ask what it was or why it was bothering me. He only told me he was there for me but that was it. And I appreciate it, really, but shouldn't he have at least questioned it? He knows how much it bothers me, but when I talk about it, he doesn't really seem to care. And when I say anything through text about how I'm not feeling well emotionally, all he'll say is "damn". I'm beginning to lose hope again because I've been widely ignored by everyone I talk to. They talk over me, interrupt me, or sometimes just straight out ignore me. I've truthfully never felt more lonely even with all the people I have now...

Boyfriend

I m going home after two years. I have become so used to living alone that I am very anxious about how am I going to conduct myself around people. 

Life

areee!! koi fake friendship krega mujse??

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