its the fact strangers over the internet act like they care more abt me then my dad- its lowkey funny

but thank you guys.. i hope you all are well- if anything if your not im here to listen <3 i hope everything gets better cuz you deserve it 

3am Thoughts

If drugs are one of the society's problem, why can't the government just ban all drugs to be sold to citizens unless it is used for medical purposes. Also, why is cigarette still allowed when it's killing lots of people at a young age. Please can someone explain to me, thank you :)  

Drug Abuse

Now i know why i am feeling anger . I went on a drive with my cousin who just affects my mental health . And just abhi abhi call kari usne . Ja nhi uthata 

Anger Issues

Any poetess here ?

Affirmations

I can get easily attached. 

Life

Kuch lines..Arz hai( not by me but I really liked it)

"Bohot waqt huye Teri yaad ko,
Vo jo atay atay reh gyi,
Kuch kahe sune Teri baat ko,
Vo hawa mei jaise ghul gyi,
Tere kadmo ki dheemi ahat ko,
Jo ek arsa hua, suni nahi."



Love

https://nowandme.com/victim-of-body-shaming-uaaLL8pNjKORM9P

Body Dysmorphia

When I was a kid, my neighbours kid used to undress me and touch my body, I never told anyone. I was16, my mama took my virginity. I am single child and I have trouble making friends. I’ve always been all alone. My parents had adopted a girl 11 years before I was born but she used to live with dadi not with us. After she got married, her husband once touched me in 2016 inappropriately and post that I never spoke to ‘em both, told my parents but went in vain. My long time boyfriend got married to a chick from her community n ghosted me. Everytime I try to pour my heart out n start dating someone, after couple of dates, or physical intimacy, people like to keep it casual, nothing serious so I abuse ‘em and they ghost me too. Seriously I abuse coz of all the frustration. One guy I was dating used to beat me so bad till my skin turns blue black. Another guy cheated on me for another girl n left him but he continued sending me emails from fake email and calling me million times from spoof call apps, I forwarded his nudes to her that he was sending me even after we broke up, guess what, he put a legal case on me. Yes! Section 67A. I am fighting case from last 3 years. I always cry outside the court room. I pray to god everyday I die. Parents were looking for shadi however everytime they get a call, first question ppl ask, how much I earn, instead of asking my name. I’ve started to develop anxiety and anger issues. I think problem is not in others, I am quite certain something is wrong in me, till then I will either figure out how to kill myself or jus keep cribbing all my life. So that’s all about my pathetic life!!!!! Hope y’all have a great day.

Happy

feeling demotivated to go to the gym today, i need to loose 30 kgs more, lost 6 kgs in 1 and half month

#demotivated

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