It’s that time of the month and I’m bloating like crazy, feeling blue, in pain and cannot seem to have a grip on my moodswings. Arghhhhhhhhhhh

I know the feeling. Thanks and you too❤️

Mine hasn't even started and I am PMSing profusely. take care love. 

In order to reduce the pain you can focus on other things and even stop thinking about pain.  In this way your mind will not focus on pain and you will feel less pain.  Just focus on something like a movie ,book , food, whatever you like

Hot water bag, SAVIOURRRR! 

Also, chocolates, Cranberry juice, fluffy pillows and F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Hope your pain subsides sooon. :') 

Women Empowerment

I just finished my hospital playlist's recent episode and it was 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 I'm so happy and i cried while watching i wish i have someone with whom i can share my feelings but unfortunately I have not so I'm sharing it here because I'm so happy it just touched my heart ❤️ 

Happy

Today i finally going back to my love but my parents are not allowing me they don't respect my decision they always want to control me for them my happiness doesn't matters all they want is to be Infront of them weather i like it or not i am tired of explaining them let me jst build myself i don't want to be dependent on anyone .

Parenting

Why are most of the boys afraid of commitment and get distant when u ask it from them 

3am Thoughts

Any astrologer here? 

Idk who needs to hear this but if you don't have anything good to say, don't say anything at all and not just here but in general. Why do you need to spread negativity? 

Hey everyone, it's been a while since I've spoke on here. How are you guys doing? I'll start off by saying : 1. this is going to be pretty long, and 2. if anyone wants use this thread as a place to vent, feel free to, I'll respond (:
So, theres a couple of things thats been on my mind. This is going to sound so stupid, but I think I'm bout to get addicted to drugs. Prescription drugs, specifically hydrocodone. Why? Well, if anyone does read my stuff, I've been feeling pretty empty these past few months. I've been wanting to feel something. Cutting myself is not really doing it anymore. I just feel like I'm creating pointless scars on my arm. Ever since I was about 13, I used to take Nyquil or Benadryl when I didnt feel like being around my family to put me to sleep, and I havent stopped doing that either. But one day I just went into the medicine cabinet and started looking around and saw prescription drugs. Started reading the labels and saw that some of them put you to sleep. The first one was hydrocodone. It said take 1-2 so I took 2 since I'm being and thought 1 wouldnt work for me. Man when I tell you, it felt so good. It felt like I was high. Just floating in my bed. I felt at peace. Like I wasnt sad or mad or happy but I was fine. At peace. It felt so good. So I started taking them when I didn't work to get that high feeling. Idk why but to me it felt better than smoking weed. It was a different kind of high. Anyways, I ended up running out started to get highly irritated. It was like I couldn't sleep without taking those pills (they were my prescription btw, I just never finished the bottle when I got them). I couldn't feel that same peace no matter what I did. All I know is that I wanted to keep feeling that high. So, I rummaged through my fathers pills, he has a lot of problems with him and his pain tolerance is high so the doctors always prescribe him a higher dose of medicine than the average person. I feel so ashamed, but I needed them. I found some of his oxycodone and did my research. Saw they were both opioids so I figured it would give me the same high, which it did. Felt amazing. Anyways, went through that bottle and took his hydrocodone. I'm at my last four pills, and my tolerance is getting high so I started taking 4 at a time instead of 2. I know this is going to make me sound like a fucking crazy person. But now the only thing I can think of is where I can get other pills. Can I get them off the black market? Do my friends know anyone who sells pills (they're all potheads so they know people)? And now, the most horrible thought a daughter could probably have, I wish my dad would go to the hospital so he can get prescribed more pills. As I type this, i feel so awful. But the urge for the pills is much stronger than anything I've felt before, and I dont want to let go. If anyone has read this and has gone through something similar, can you help please? I dont want to be a fucking drug addict, but the feeling those pills give me is better than any feeling I've ever felt for my 22 years being here. Thank you for listening. 

Drug Abuse

Can someone please talk to me anonymously
Coukd we be friends while being anonymous , experience the freedom!

Friends

Humans die. Animals die. Plants die. Even soul reapers die. It’s the arch of the universe. Everything that comes to life eventually ceases to exist.

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