It's so hard to find someone actually good here, it's like have to find 1 good out of 10

Good in a lot of sense it just won't click n be interesting w most of them

Haa woh toh hai bt itna hard bhi nahi hona chaiye yaar

Ya pls y ppl reply on others thoughts like this

Let's exchange thoughts and then see if we match

Abortion

why are girls so beautiful ???..lemme focus on studies please!!!

Confusion

Do we have a Colleen Hoover fan  over here ???

Books

I'm not able to focus on my studies .I want to study I make plan I'll Start it but I end up just wasting my time on phone.i don't know what to do I'm just irrated on myself and everyone around me .I don't know what should I do .

Exam

I had no friends not even 1 i could say till my 10th class. And now i am in senior year this thing of feeling lonely and seeing everyone enjoye with their friends and roaming with them makes me sick. I just need one just one and can't still find one. I try to smile ao everyone and try to talk to them but no one shows interest. I am just so so tired of pleasing everyone. I am just scared and lonely don't know how much longer i can live like this. I really get bad thoughts.

3am Thoughts

Inn bematlab se khayalo ka khayaal rakhta hu..
Mai tere vapas na aane ka,
Har agli shaam hisaab rakhta hu..

So today I gave two options to the girl that I been with since July 2021 though we aren’t in a relationship but I AM LOYAL TO HER ONLY TILL TODAY. I gave her freedom and fun but yet all I sincerely asked were those 2. Option 1: I am not ok of you kissing random guys for drinks. Option 2: I am not ok with you planning and will be seeing your ex in the near future if we get into relationship whether as a friend. 
So I said Would you be able to let go of those options and Choose me or Lose me? 
So she said I can’t let go, I want my freedom and I don’t think I will be able to.
So I said I am sorry, this is it even though I don’t want to give up of US though we aren’t in a relationship, I have broken myself for you numerous times when I am not ok with it but this time I am choosing myself for the sake of my mental and I’ve been thru a lot. I am finally letting her walk out my life.
What do you guys think? Am I too selfish? Did I gave up too easily on her to not change? 

You know that feeling? Of being completely and utterly alone? Of feeling lost? You’re not the only one feeling that.

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