it's so hard being the 'always there friend' HAHAHAHAH because they don't care about you

Yes if you tell them about you then they automatically starts talking about themselves.

Depression

Why always I am the one who get tricked by my own friends ???..?

3am Thoughts

Actually I just cut myself off from all my friends ..  so tired in maintaining everything alone ..even friendship is one sided so I just decided to get a break ..but they all think that my attitude level grows up and I am selfish and egoistic because I got placement and they hadn't .. but real issue is , I am tired of everything , I don't wanna talk to anyone it's not about ego and all .. 

Self Love

There are some moments you realise that your friends are just keeping you as a friend to fullfill there wishes . Even if you you understand that also,you can't leave them. Why!!!!

I have no friends who cares about me 😭😭😭😭😭

Friends

Friend 

We had a group of 5 ... Things happen and it subdivided into of 3 and 2 people... I was among the 3 .... Used to give my extra efforts ,used to provide notes , used to wake them up for classes even though my room was on different floor everyday I used to go there to check upon them even if someday I wasn't in mood to do so... Used to go ,wake them up ,wait them to get ready before morning class... And one day they just left without me ... I realized that I was the one who was over doing things for them ... When I backed out the friendship between we 3 broke ... Now I am the only one left alone  ... Just because I can't pretend to be chill when I am pissed of ... It's been 3 months I haven't talked to them... Should I just forget and forgive and talk to them again because only 1 and a half year of college is left now

It's like I'm drowning I'm losing all my friends even though I have been to good to them always helping and there was a point I use to care ABT this things but ryt now I feel nothing I Guess. I'm numb .I guess this friendship word doesn't have any place in my life at this point.

I am not doing ok. Hello My name is Leo.
My problem lies with my friends. I'm often treated as an outcast, and barely vent. Everything is always about them and I hate it. Every time I feel sad or am not having a good day thry constantly compare their trauma to mine. 


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