It's so annoying to post content on Reddit. I don't understand how it works. Half of the content is moderated and removed. I can't post what I feel like posting at all. Hate it. Completely hate it. Thankgod I can express everything here on nowandme. Atleast there is free flow of expression and I can share whatever I please.

I haven’t been able to figure out how to use it yet either! I don’t know what the hype is about. Beats me. ?‍♀️

Other

About to work in 4 hours got my coffee I'm really trying to have a good day last night my stomach issues got me feeling tired but I can do it I've worked longer then 6 hours 

Compassion

It always hard when I found myself scrolling through the WhatsApp contact and find out that my friend are online...the urge to chat with them are so damn big but the audacity that I have was probably smaller than a amoeba....

Plus when I was crying the hell out of myself but there none to talk to so I found myself stupidly waiting for them to chat me....but it always run through my mind that who the hell am I to disturb them with my problems....it hurt everytime I realize that last night I drive myself to sleep with full tears while waiting for someone to realize my status and start calling me or chats with me😭😭😭

How stupid am I rights 🥲🥲🥲🥲


3am Thoughts

Anyone up?

Still awake

Exam

Those sand clay hands and stretched smile
With whom he played with every time..
Has turned his face towards the black sky
You know, everything changed in the blink of eye..🫠

Disorders

Dil ko smjhati hu vo mere lyi shi nhi hai.... Bahut muskil se manta hai.... Agle din frse eska vohi drama...frse smjhati hu... Roti hu.... motivational videos dekhti hu...fr mna leti hu khud ko...  Agle din jb koi emotional movie ja song suna .... Frse vigd jata..... Eska roj ka yehi hai... Fr mnati hu muskil se.... Kisi tarike se ......apne aap ko rokti hu use waps frse lene se.... Or agla din ..... Subah frse vohi yaad ataa.... Pta nhi me use bhul rhi hu ja move on kr rhi hu.... Etne mahine hoge khud ko smjhaye huye...fr vi roj hi uski yaad aati hai...sb jgah usko mne block kiya....sb photos delete... Ek saal se jyada hogya tha uske sath relationship m se..... Or m aaj v bethi hu... Aj vi vohi haal... Dil ko smjha diya ajj... Thoda tym smjha... Pr muze maloom hai klko frse se yaad krega.... Pta nhi kitna time hogya yehi cycle mai.... I don't.......When am i gonna get freed from this..?

Cheating

I don't know how to let go of someone who can be so draining sometimes

Relationships

So I am from India, Bihar and live in an apartment(4 storeys) on the top floor. And there's this girl who lives with her parents on the 3rd floor. I'm 20 and she is probably 3~5 yrs older than me.  Now she is very pretty and she's very you know like a traditional or village type of girl. I mostly don't stay at home cause my college is not in my hometown. Now i came home for the summer vacations and my dad needed some work to be done through his phone but since he was busy he told me to do it. Now no one in our house touches my father's phone . So while i was doing his work i stumbled upon her id on WhatsApp . I was curious so I checked and there were a lot of deleted messages. So i checked my father's insta and went straight to the beginning of their chat and there she wrote "don't write those stuff on WhatsApp cause anyone can see. Write them on insta". I scrolled more and they were flirting with each other and she was sending selfies ( not naked but still not something you would send to an uncle your dad's age). There were multiple instances where she would ask if anyone was around and if my dad said no then there was a video call. Now a lot of times both her and my father asked each other to come to the terrace also. Now i don't have any solid proof that they did anything other than flirting. But i still feel disgusted. I don't want to tell mom cause i don't know what will happen then and i DON'T KNOW LIKE WHAT TO DO. I'm really feeling weird with this information what do i doo??????? 😭

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