It’s really hard sometimes to get away from the past and move forward, the other two are doing fine and better even if they went to the same thing as me, I try telling things to my friend ,but I don’t know how to tell her everything, without feeling awkward or scared to get pointed out or judged , some mistakes we both made but this made me feel threatened to talk to her the same way again, even though I really want to, I want her to come and ask me things too but how shall I start making things more normal between us, I feel so alone, I barely have 2-3 friends I can talk to and out of them only 2 people were the one whom I could share anything , but now I can’t tell that one person openly, I feel like she doesn’t really want to put me in a priority as a friend anymore, but then I think maybe because of studies and all, but still I feel like there are other people like her cousins and other friends she make more priority to now, i really don’t know what’s the real reason, but things weren’t this difficult before, every day I cry because I am at a really low phase for past 3 months and it really breaks me and even though I wanna share this to her, either she is too busy or I never get a right time to tell her everything, which really hurts me a lot. But then I try to understand her situation, how shall I really confront her. I can’t take this burden in my head anymore. It really hurts.
anuj @anujvohra
You can share here if comfortable. Else seek someone unknown or relative and share if the person you wish to share is not available. It’s okay. It’s not always possible to reciprocate the listening although our expectations are like that
Is she a friend or u have feelings ? If she’s just a friend why are u hesitant
Well no she is just a friend (I am a female myself), because some situations occurred before and I feel like kind of threatened to open up myself again like I used to.
