Its raining cats and dogs kashmir meanwhile me burning myself in delhi 🥵

3am Thoughts

How to not care about what others think?

Stress

This one guy is so handsome, I really wanna talk to him but he's way out of my league so I'm afraid to talk :(

Crush

I was too young to fall for you,
But still I want you.
You were like a star to me,
And I was like a stranger to you.
I thought you were the one for me
But I saw someone else to fall for you.
I never wanted to give up on you
But you made me loose you.
How to forget you?
We were never destined to be together 
Right?
That's what you wanted to say that night
Wasn't it?
You never betrayed me
Then why do I feel like being cheated
When I saw you with her?
You liked her
I saw you smiling that night.


My friend is getting attached and I'm invited and I'm so happy for her. 

I always always dress nicely. She keeps asking where I bring my clothes from etc. Yet she kept saying, dress nicely and come. She also said, "Meharbani karke ache se ready hoke aana". This stuck in my head. What did she mean?

Am I stupid and overthinking? Did she say it normally or jokingly or was pointing at something? Should I discuss this with her or am I crazy?

Friends

Hello everyone...
Yaar main iss plateform pe new hoon....kya yahan paar sab apne maan ke baatein karte hain??


Compassion

I don’t know what to do. Nothing interests me

Depression

Devastated because I couldn’t get in my desired university. Funny thing is, its 1000% my fault.

All my life I've been seeing a lot of struggles. My father's cerebral attack at std 8, passing the whole day on a Rs 5 biscuit and so. I didn't mind anything at all. I believed in myself. All my life I had wished for a better tomorrow and sacrificed almost everything. Alms from teachers helped me survive my 10 th and 12 th boards. Couldn't enjoy my results cause my father again met with a road accident and hospitalized for four months. Worst days of my life. We had almost no money. I felt helpless everytime I saw my mother cry. I had no idea other than bringing their smile back. My father opened a small grocery shop and I took coaching for medical entrance exam. Started studying day and night for one single goal. Everyone else I saw were enjoying their lives. I feel tired of others pitiful of my life. Then my parents had a property issue with my uncles. They started beating my parents and verbally abusing them.As I was at my grandma's house for preparation. I couldn't stand by their side. I see all my friends enjoying their lives. Some going on a tour. Some buying motorbikes some laptops. I have none of them.I feel sad. I don't mind it. But I want is to see my parents happy. My medical entrance exam went pretty well. And I'm expecting a decent government medical college. But the results are yet to be declared. It's getting delayed days after days. I can't wait. I just want some peace. I want to kill my uncles for the way they behaved with my parents. I wrote to the administration but no help from any one of them. From the shop we're making 6-7k per month and that was decent amt for us. But just a month ago these two uncles opened a shop similar to us and threatens all our customers to buy from them only. Our income has detoriated. All my life I had believed in karma. But now I see people doing sins are enjoying life than us. We've never harrassed anyone. Never cheated on anyone. But all we're left with no hope in life. Does Karma really matter in life?


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