It's my first time here and i really love how you guys are very open and responsive🥲 ily'll

YOLO

I want to end this misery

Suicidal Ideation

why am I so awkward like I overthink everything I type and I panic everytime someone msgs me that I’m not close with cuz I don’t know what to say. I also don’t have a lot of close friends, it’s so hard for me to get close with people. I wish I had more girl friends. I always have to ask my friends to tell me what to say and most of the time it makes me leave people on delivered for long time and it just gives people the wrong Idea of me. This is especially when I like someone I panic with my responses even more, how can I respond to “its ok you’ll make it up to me when I come back” in a flirty way. I just have no Game im too awkward.

Anxiety

Koi mera v dard sun lo pls.. 

The hatred and disharmony in the world scares me

Other

I’m looking for some new friend if anyone interested or want to talk about anything which u don’t like to share with your friends you can share with me no problem 

Lonely

Hii Everyone ,
Had a Terrible Day at my Offline
So there was this new creative task which was allotted today. Super priority to be completed early. I spent the 1st half of the day doing other tasks and set this task up for evening.
It was a creative video nd ended up taking a lot more time than thought. So the regular watchman who's there late just checked before & he's pretty chill doesn't lock out the building. 
So continued with the task. , Later after I was done with that,packed stuff to leave , building locked. It's a govt building so double fu**
Either you know the night guy or your in trouble is rule of town here
Damn all exits locked. And fear set in I think what will happen if no one comes. Fortunately few bystanders came and around 25-30 mins later another super weird watchman comes on opens the door. Asks for ID nd stuff. Worst part is I call my senior for allaying my fears. He goes off on a. Rant about how messed up the made video is . Why didn't I follow the "deadline" why did I record when I could apparently record tomorrow as well.

1 irony I realised today , however big a saint/calm dude your senior late at night when a crisis shows up . 

Terrible feels 😭

Work

who hates themselves?  honestly i do aint no point to live anyway ur gonna die 

3am Thoughts

My ex lives near my house and most of time i used to see him and i got to know yesterday that he is going abroad for studies i wont be able to see him too 😔

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