Its my birthday In 3 days. I dont have much friends or someone special. Dont have much family support too. Can anyone tell Me What should i do on that Day alone. Can i make friends here.. I MEAN i dont want to be alone that day What All can i do.

Life

When you're not at all excited for your birthday which is tomorrow<< 

3am Thoughts

I put a story of my female friend's birthday to which my male  friend responded like this 
" Bhai ladkiyo ke bday tereko yaad rehte h or ladko k nhi" but the reality is, i saw story of my another friend and put the story after that and i did told that to him too.
I forgot to wish him on bday.
So am i wrong or it's just that they are being childish here , which i believe they are.

Confusion

It's my birthday and i feel sad. I want to drink but there's no safe place to drink. 

It's my birthday .....

Happy

Today very weird thing happened to me , my old bestfriend has her birthday today and as i invited to her birthday i was not knowing were we are going and just blindly trusted her and she took me too hooka bar , (were people were drinking alcohol and doing hooks ), as i am seventeen it was my first time visiting there and it feel disgusting , i don't do anything just waited for 20 mins and leave from there without saying anything , i am still processing that where i went  no offense to anyone but is it appropriate to go to such places at such tender age ?

Frustration

Its my birthday today yayy!!! I'm kinda skeptical cause everyone forgot my birthday only a few of them remembered. Feeling sad but thats what adulting means. Vibing with your self.

I wish i could fast forward my birthday. This year, I don't have anyone to spend it with. I wonder when i became this lonely. I have a boyfriend who lives in a different city but he won't try enough to come here on that day. I don't blame him. I wouldn't want to spend my birthday with me as well. But i can't help feeling really sad and I can't help feeling like there's nobody there beside me. My closest friend has moved to a different city and the other two friends who i thought would spend my birthday with me, is going travelling. They'll return two days after my birthday. I feel so lonely. I had suicidal thoughts on 26th Feb. So the next day I took myself on a self date and purchased a lot of books. But it's like a constant race against this crippling loneliness and it somehow always catches up. Sorry for being this dramatic if anyone's reading this. 

Lonely

3 people wished me on my birthday last Sunday, that's 3 more than the number of friends i have.
Impressive, ain't it?

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