It's love and I won't deny,
Within the fate, it's destiny lie,
Meds and meds are just deceptive,
Truly I've never felt so high!! 

3am Thoughts

Just completed watching Gehrayiaan movie of deepika padukone
The movie was just amazing
Just watch if you haven’t
it was like emotional roller coaster 
must watch

Movies

Arrange marriage is scary.... What if she is lesbian ?? 

Other

And honestly when I'm with her, I completely forget what I am..

Love

I'm spilling the tea. 
I have a friend, call him Damian, who is part of the high school's debate team. Said team is lead by a woman, lets call her Lorelai. Damian used to date a girl, Anne Marie. They broke up a few months ago. Since then Anne Marie has been expressing that Damian emotionally and psychologically abused her during the relationship. Nothing formal with authorities, the talks about it with some close friends. Turns out Anne Marie is now super close to Lorelai. Today Lorelai and the other leader of the debate team, Sebastian, had a meeting with Demian and told him that he is an abusive and aggressive man, that he has to take some courses about abuse and gender if he wants to stay in the debate team. All this has been done without the knowledge of the school. Honestly, I'm mad. I consider that it is not the position of Lorelai or Sebastian to act upon complaints of an ex-girlfriend that has nothing to do with the debate team. I can't claim that Damian is perfect, or that Anne Marie's claims are false, but it just doesn't seat right with me the way things were handled. I'm really angry. Btw, I have some personal beef with this Loreali woman, so I'm totally partial and biased. 

Life

It feels like i attract all the wrong ppl in my life. Every guy seems to want only casual relationship or fling with me. Noone wants a true love kind of association with me. What is wrong with me. Why do i always attract such ppl in my life. I m going crazy think about all this.

Anxiety

Anyone there to talk? 


Oh goshhhh i don't want to miss him! Then why the hell is he on my mind all the time 

Why i always trust wrong people sometimes i feel like i am a some kind of magnet who attracts  wrong people not in relationship my friends  ditched me too everytime  i trust someone they made me realise why i shouldn't  i don't have friend now mt bf treats  me like a shit but i keep calling people bcoz i hate losing people i hate being alone and now i am all alone struggling with my anxiety and career ..it's so hard i scared to trust anyone now..

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