It's like I can't breathe 
It's like my heart broke into a million pieces again
It's like my whole body shattered and is shivering in fear

Was talking about past trauma and now I can't breathe properly and idk what is happening

It took 5 mins to remember everything n now I am a messs

Depression

Hello everyone i m new to the family 😊! Really amazed with this platform. Yesterday my ex messaged me and we had some conversation although few days ago i was thinking that I should message her but suddenly her message popped up & now i m confused that what to do!

Relationships

You get a boost in these areas:
Money, Looks, Love, Health.

Which one do you choose, and why?

3am Thoughts

since 2days had been waiting for an important call to happen.
🤦‍♀️n when It happened around 2 I was sleeping.
😭so now I missed tht cll n don't know can arrange for it later or not 
ps. noooo its not some lovey dovey cll its related to career n some much needed opportunity

Career

Kisi pe trust karna kyu kisi dusre k liye saza ban jata hai
Mere frnds family yaha tak ki jisase bhi use pahli bar milwaya sabne bola mujhe ki ye dhokha degi tumhe lekin maine kisi ki na suni mujhe laga ki iske sath pahle aisa ho chuka hai ye dard samjhegi dhokhe ka aur kabhi mere sath vaisa na karegi lekin vo mujhe jhuth bolti rahi mujhe dhokha deti rahi aaj jab maine use confront kiya to usne ye tak bol diya ki mai shadi k bad bhi jarti rahti chhup chhup k baat
Kyu yar kyu pyar karne ko sab ek gunah bana rahe hai sach me mar jane ka man karta hai ab jiske trust pe mai sabse lad gya usi ne aj mujhe tod diya andar se bilkul

Knock knock anyone there 

Alcohol

When gulzar sahib said : 
Kisi ek k liye rehna aur rehjana 
Sab k bas ki baat hai .

Sometimes I feel like I need o see a therapist. You know get my mind and emotions sorted out. But then there are parents and money issues, and I end up feeling all messed up in the head because there is no one for me to talk to. no friends, parents, siblings anyone.

Hope

Pehle there was a time when I used to be so crazy about the feeling of love...having someone...experiencing that feeling inside me...becoming fearless in love to experience..being a giver in relationships....in all respect..trying to accept the other person..learning how to love...being ready to listen to my feelings and heart...on the slightest hint of it and taking it as a yes...then trying it all to make it work....to make it as my next forever..but every time I failed...may be the kind if the choice I made..the person that came in my life...don't know more than the love they became my lessons even after trying to give them all..now when I feel those emotions...now when I read those line of becoming fearless in love...loving other person means coming closer to yourself...accepting the other means accepting oneself...and blah blah...it feels like it's a far fetched things...now it feels like if I will do...ill pretend ..or I don't know maybe something more is love.....which is left unexplored...still unknown...or maybe the best is to love oneself...but yes loving oneself can't end...it doesn't mean..if someone comes in your life then you stop loving yourself and that person becomes all the source of love for you ..if so then its problematic..then you are abandoning yourself and losing yourself to just get drowned in deep waterways ..where you have to again go through the process of loving yourself inorder to come back to the shores.....so its important to also be on the shores but also being able to dip in those water and thet even without any safety yet having that feeling known to your guts that you will be on the shores safe healthy loving even if the fark yet blueish warmth of the water vanishes someday..!!!

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