It's just too hard now i am tired of everything..everything is unbearable now my faith in trust, love, family ,friends  so fucked up that i fear all this things now i am just done..

Depression

Part 1 Please read
So I would want to tell something I hadn't told anyone and my pain being personal I told someone I loved and be left .
I have disputes at home .
I'm an indian woman and from the young age we are burdened with expectations to multi task everything.
My relationship with my mom is one such part of it .
I love her ,
Even if nobody acknowledges it 
My god knows how much I love her .
Everyday I try to do something so that she can be happy and contented with the person I am . But she isn't .
The relationship is quite abusive emotionally .
She emotionally abuses me everyday.


3am Thoughts

I don't know it's only me or it happens with others as well that our parents think we don't help them in any way in any situation but the truth is we help them which makes us feel so so depressed at times that we feel like are they right !? We don't help !? We are not good children!?

Confusion

I have my semester tomorrow that's my last and I had exam today also and that subject I didn't study anything in the whole sem and now I can't study I am exhausted coz of last study I don't want to write that exam again please motivate me

Books

i having anxiety attack how to deal with it i don't know

Anxiety

Now adays I've been feeling nothing...like Idk how to put these feeling into words...but I'll try to...here the thing is alot of things have been happend to me in the past few weeks...I've been hurt..been cheated on...ignored by best friend and so on...but I don't know Why am not able I cry...like it actually hurts me I felt the pain in my chest bit I just can't let it out....for your kind info..I'm a person who cry easily..a lil rudenss from someone can make me cry but Idk what is happening to me these days...its like'I knew its gonna happen' I think like this and move on and one thing is I'm also losing my feelings for the people I loved once.. they didn't done anything but Idk I just don't feel the same way  as I did previously..their small changes hurts me..were those people right when they said that.."you're heartless..."because I'm ffeling like being one...sorry if you're being bothered by me because the post is too large...but I just wanted to vent out..have a good night everyone....🥺😭

Sarabahi vs Sarabhai..just obsessed with show

Other

I'm in college rn but i feel like i dont belong there. I always believe that be friends with those who help you grow. But i just cant vibe with any person i feel like they are bad influence. I dont know what to do

College

Hi! Need some help, I started with a new job three months back it is a very good opportunity for me but somehow I am not able to perform I spent most of my time in thinking and worrying as I am ot able to adjust with the environment O don't feel happy about things it seems that it's the body I am carrying around filled with fears and regrets and even after all good things I have I just don't feel happy its just too much inside me which is piling up, kisse bolu kya bolu kch samaj nahi ata.
I can see my self being misinterpreted going low even but still I am not making efforts to stop that I just want a simple life, just a day when I cam wake up  peacefully without any anxiety I am so mad at my self for being this weak and not making efforts to cherish the good I have but I like the dark now and I just feel exhausted with no purpose to live everything fells meaningless now!

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