It's just so many things in my mind. And I don't know how to express it. 

How I wish I can just say it out loud. Yet it's hard 

Nothing is hard... Its on you how you deal with it.

When things are not going according to our acceleration then we get frustrated... 

Hmm, don't expect too much keep it simple and took it as normal activities...

Frustration

Suecisde is not an option you have to outlive your enemy .🔪

Cheating

Am I the only one who is so afraid of disappointing others. 

Failure

Depression

Just a random thought ~

" If my mother would have given me enough love during my childhood, I wouldn't have yearned or craved for love from another women in my entire life " 



Quotes

I keep having this boy at school who teases me. I think it’s just for attention but yesterday he pointed to a barcode and was like Issy this is you bc ig someone told him abt my self harm. The other day he was like this line is as bent as issy bc I’m gay I actually found this one kinda funny but the rest of the class laughed at me so it made me feel bad. This is all just adding to the pressure of grades, and making anxiety and causing me to go into a depressive episode.
What can I do?

School

Kuch bhi puch lo anonymous ban ke, on Instagram through my story 

3am Thoughts

एक दूसरे से बेतुकी अपेक्षा ही अधिकतर रिश्तों में फसाद की जड़ है। दोनों की एक दूसरे से यही शिकायत कि मेरा पार्टनर मेरे मन का नही करता.... अरे भाई किसी के मन का करना ही क्यों ? बल्कि वो कीजिये जो सही हो, सार्थक हो और आपके साथ आपके पार्टनर को भी ऊंचाइयों पर ले जाए,,, इसके बाद भी अगर सामने वाला आपके इस व्यवहार को नही समझ रहा है तो मौका दीजिये, समझाइये, उसका मार्गदर्शन कीजिये, हो सकता है कि शुरू में थोड़ी कठिनाइयां आएं लेकिन एक बार यह व्यवस्था समझ मे आ गई तो आगे का सारा वैवाहिक जीवन एकदम सुकून और ऊचें कामों में बीतेगा।
लेकिन ये होगा तभी जब आपने साथी का चुनाव पूरे होश में किया है, वरना आप स्वयं अपनी दुर्दशा के जिम्मेदार होंगे। 
खुद के शरीर, मन बुध्दि ,चेतना और विवेक को इस तरह से तैयार कीजिए कि आपके जीवन में चीजें सही और सकारात्मक तरीके से हों,,,, खुद के लिए महत्वपूर्ण फैसले लेने के योग्य बनिये, मानसिक निर्भरता को कम कम कीजिये,,,, तभी जीवन मे जीवनसाथी के साथ ऊँचाई वाले लक्ष्य को प्राप्त कर पाएंगे और खुश रहेंगे।

Marriage

So I was reading few minutes ago and I didn't even notice and drifted into sleep....when I was unconscious I felt like I'm conscious and reading a book....and it didn't felt like I'm sleeping I thought I am awake but the moment I wanted to touch things I couldn't...I was literally dreaming about my surroundings and it didn't even felt like. Dream I thought it was real and something is wrong with me....until I fight with myself enough and I opened my eyes and realized I was sleeping...my heartbeat is still beating fast...idk what just happend

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