It's just a day . I'm not talking with my bf . Because we have mutually decided to take break . But I'm missing him Soo much . I want to talk to him . But i can't because I want  to give him his space so that he can heal . And also forgive me for my mistake . 
I also want him to miss me in my absence . 
I want to let him know the importance of togetherness . But the day feels like months and months like year . But I've to stay strong and wait . So that things go well and flow . 

It’ll be fine!! You too take break and live your space!!! Life is so precious! Start loving yourself and be happy! Its ok you miss him , you love him so much!! But don’t break yourself just because he doesn’t!! 
Stay happy my friend!! Stay strong!! 👍

Boyfriend

Not Feeling fine

Depression

Kabhi kabhi aisa lagta hai
Jaise ki tum meri zindagi me nahi ho
Kuch kami se rahti hai is Dil me 
Jab tak tum pass nahi hoti ho 
.
Tumse dur rahke bhi 
Tumhari yaad ati hai 
Kese batau is dil ka hal
Jo mujhe roz tadpata hai 
.
Tumari kami mehsoos karwata hai
Ab is dil ko chain hi tumse bat karkke ata gai 



3am Thoughts

I just feel like to write down a thousand pages essay on my inner self. But I don't have the energy to do it though. That's how exactly I feel when to communicate with someone,it feels like telling a thousand words but scared of getting judged nd tired

Sometimes I feel like I could swallow the whole sea and my mouth would still be dry.      

- L

I was good at everything 2 to 3 years back. I don't know what happened but I can't do a thing correctly. At that time I can feel things and now just I dont feel much ...occasionally I don't feel any emotions at all ..sometimes world doesn't feel real to me. I tried to tell my parents that I am not mentally fit to study abroad but they just didn't hear me out .and now I dropped out my college. I lost 8 lakh rupees of my parents. My family is just a middle class family and I don't know how to tell them that I can't just continue.I dont know how to tell them I fucked up.  I feel like I never existed. 

Failure

 I feel so lost in my own thoughts. I feel trapped inside. I try letting out my emotions but it never works. I love this guy who I never dated. I'm struggling with finals. No one notices if i'm doing okay or anything like that. No one asks what's wrong or how i've been feeling lately

Anxiety

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