It's hard to remain focused and disciplined and I fail in it every day...but still evry day I try again to be focused and disciplined.. one day I will be there☺️

Yeah..I'm also in same situation so can understand.😃

 DATATAM CHOUDHARY

Growing Up

Hey Guys, 
I am new here. 
Any tips or suggestions? 

Happy

Nothing can be more peaceful than watching moon from the balcony of your room ..
It's feel like someone is always there for us no matter how shady our life is !! 
....And those celestial bodies give us the HOPE and STRENGTH to have faith in yourselves 🌛✨

3am Thoughts

Tell me immediate red flags you have noticed in someone

My dad is an asshole, it's always about him, and my problems are irrelevant. He doesn't care for my feelings and just does what he wants with no repercussions. He always comes home and vents that he pissed about something or another and I'm just suppose to sit there and listen. But, when I need a little support with my own problems, it's always "it's not that big of a deal", "your just faking", and a bunch of other bull. I try to get some sympathy and compassion from my mom, but no she makes excuses for him saying things like "he's unhappy right now", or "he's dealing with some things". He's always unhappy and always dealing with things, but it doesn't mean he needs to take it out on me, when I already have my own stuff to deal with, it just adds to the whole depression and anxiety thing.

Frustration

I lost all the hope when counselling helplines couldn't understand my pain.
Aasra,iCall,yourdost and one such helpline got just people who insensitively answer.
I had very bad experience with iCall and the counselor lady just insulted me with her sugar coated words.
One such helpline (something called as Vandervella) simply replied me saying "you can contact local counselor".
These helplines just hire psychology passouts and use them as interns.
Imagine you are treated by a just passed out MBBS practitioner for your deadly disease.
Thats how it felt.
I am getting a feeling of being a criminal for sharing my thoughts and getting them rejected.

Other

Do family problems exist in every family? Or it's only me that has to go through all thus without no fault of mine ! Need someone to share, maybe it will make my problems seem smaller!
Thanks 

Family

3 years ago my boyfriend had broken up with me because he wanted to focus on his career. I pleaded him not to do so but he did anyway. It was a very bad phase of my life but after a few months I was moving on, my friend set up me with a guy casually to help me move on. Just after my boyfriend got to know about this, he wanted me back in relationship, I did not want to go back after what he did so he persuaded me. I was in very much confusion and with time I thought of giving him a chance and I was also friends with the other guy. One day I kissed the other guy and confessed it to my boyfriend later, till date he keeps me reminding of the fact that I cheated in him. Who is right and wrong in this, please help. 

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