"It’s funny how you can forget everything except people loving you. Maybe that’s why humans find it so hard getting over love affairs. It’s not the pain they’re getting over, it’s the love."
— Melina Marchetta, On the Jellicoe Road

Relationships

If you slap your husband/wife while having an argument and genuinely begs for forgiveness and promises not to repeat the same ever in life and the same day ur husband/wife (who was slapped) takes revenge by slapping you then would you be guilty of hitting him/her though u begged for forgiveness and promised never to repeat the same??

PS I still feel very bad for hitting but should I be guilty considering revenge was taken by hitting me?

Once was last and I never ever did it again and I made sure my promise was intact.

Physical abuse is bad. 

Marriage

I want the slow type of love. To be wanted deeply, to be loved like the rain; to be someone’s favorite chapter.

3am Thoughts

Be the reason someone smile’s today.🤗🤗

Love

Heyyy!! 

OOOOOH can u guys believe i finished my first year as a college student and all my efforts and hardwork paid off,, makes it really hard not to be proud of what I’be accomplished. Like i look back 2 years ago and remember the crappy situation i was in with a guy, no friends, nonexistent self-confidence, and thoughts about ending it all. Sometimes i just want to cry with too much proudness and laugh about the things i used to cry to before.

Gratitude

Just want someone to sedate me so that for some moment there are no thoughts in my mind. Want to feel the calmness of mind. Just tired of this overthinking and continuous thoughts. I feel like going and having a drink of old monk nicely but it's a task to go to a bar make sure the bar is far away from where you live. 
So I smoke but smoking also does not help me. I never get that rush when I smoke, can't even smoke properly ugh!.  I can't smoke it in properly as if a lump is there in my throat not allowing it to go in just in the mouth and out. Makes me wonder as if I'll definitely have  mouth cancer (does not stop me from smoking). sometimes it feels as if I wish I were not there only reminds me of the time when I was small waiting to cross the road with my mother coming back home from school. I was tired of waiting the vehicles not stopping and I just went and bam almost go crushed by a taxi but he stopped it and I was not hurt much , but sometimes I wish should have ended there only as I grew up to be this loser and stupid person who is not an ideal son, does not have a good career and mostly confused.     

Overthinking

I wish it had a language , a sound ? Maybe ?
I wish it had colours , blue , red , grey like the poets would say ...
I wish it rhymed,
A metaphor, probably.
And was lengthy enough
I wish it was beautiful or ugly or clean or even beaten up.
So that people would take a stop and look at it ,
That they would take a moment to see it , to read it , to hear it .
Would you understand if I speak the language of the unspoken? 
Would you listen to the sounds of all this silence? 
Would you see if I were a ghost ? 
Would  you feel the presence of my absence ? 
The absence of my presence? 


Baby, how you doing?
I know you're not doing the best
But I'm here, I'll always be here
Tell me if you need me
And call me if you feelin' alone
'Cause I'm here, I'm always right here
Tell me that I'm dumb
I love to get numb
I know that I'm young, but I'm still right here
I don't give a ef
I love who I love
And girl, you're that one, so I'll wait right here 

Baby, how you doing?
I know you're not doing the best
But I'm here, I'll always be here
Tell me if you need me
And call me if you feelin' alone
'Cause I'm here, I'm always right here
Tell me that I'm dumb
I love to get numb
I know that I'm young, but I'm still right here
I don't give a ef
I love who I love
And girl, you're that one, so I'll wait right here
.....The guy 


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