It's frustrating, I want gay friends... especially in India!
So i can talk bout Supercorp and other ships..!

I use 'Gay' in general for Guy , Girl and in between.

I was talking about a Gay Girl.

Thanks dude. Wanna chat.?
I mean it's upto u.

Bisexual teenager from Bangalore here, I think I might be lesbian tho. Anyways, I hope you find lgbtq friends, I don't seem to find any :( but good luck though :)

Friends

Happy Pride month! I'm an Ally!!! ❤️

LGBTQ

Any member of the LGBTQ Community? 
I really want to be friends with them hangout if possible. 

Sexuality and Society have been opposing forces, that is what my mother told me when I came out to her. It has been a week, since I told her I am gay. She didn't understand it at first. I think she has taken so many days to process it. Like, I have to face so much more than you??? So don't be so dramatic??? The reason I told her was because I wanted to do a photoshoot about queerness with a friend of mine. So he has this idea that he would make these sensual portraits and print them and display them in the most mundane settings and click a picture of that. The idea is to show that sexuality and society coexist, it is not a big deal. And because this photoshoot would be public, I wanted to make sure my mother knew, so she doesn't get shocked when my sneaky relatives find it. My mother is an English professor, so I figured she could be anything byt a bigot. Boy, was I wrong. She was so mean to me. She completely laughed at the idea of the photoshoot. At one point she even said I was too ugly for a boy to be attracted to me. She said ""sexuality and society both are filled with shame"" she isn't wrong but is she right? Not really.....I deserve a better mother. A friend of mine says it is great that my mother doesn't want to kil me. It is small things to be grateful for? ANyway, I am going to get the photoshoot. F*ck her and the society or whatever.

Relationships

I've never really told anyone this before but I really struggle with the idea of being gay. I've always known that I was gay for the most longest time now, actually I would say since I was a kid but once I turned eighteen I've struggled a lot with myself and my identity and who I am in this world because it's hard having to be a gay person especially in this day and age. Actually it's hard to be anyone in general but when you put the label "gay" in the equation that's when it becomes more complicated

Behind closed doors I'm as gay as I want and by that I mean I do watch gay movies and I do watch gay people and all but in real life I don't really feel that gay if you get what I mean. It's hard to just fully express myself and fully be that expressive gay person. Maybe it's easier for others but not for me. Nothing has really been that easy for me and it feels like I've struggled so much in the past and a lot of those struggles are usually mental struggles and I'm always at war with myself

I know that once I get out of my own head I'll probably have a lot more fun but as for right now I don't really know how to have fun the proper way because I'm usually a depressing mess and I never know what the hell to do in life in general.  I know for a fact that if I accepted myself then maybe I would've been a lot more free and a lot more comfortable in my own skin right now but since that's not really the case, I guess I have to just suffer a whole lot more until the day I finally decide to actually be myself a bit more. 

I hate the saying "be yourself". Whenever someone says that it really irritates the shit out of me. It makes me hella mad and I just get really agitated. As if "being yourself" is the most easiest thing in the world. It's not easy and it takes a lot to be the full authentic you these days. It's not as easy as some people might think especially when your culture hasn't been the most open-minded people ever and so now it feels like you constantly struggle because of that. 

Throughout my childhood all I heard was gay jokes and a lot of these jokes were extremely homophobic and I guess at the time I didn't really think of them as that offensive but at the same time I very much record not even laughing at all because I knew the person who they were mocking was really just me. Obviously it wasn't like they knew I was gay or maybe probably some people thought that but I don't really know or do I care what others think of me to be honest because I'm sure people will have their own opinions inside their heads whether you like it or not so I don't really give a shit about that

But having to live with your own bad opinions about gay people is actually even harder because you are essentially criticising yourself everyday and that's never a good thing. I wouldn't say that I'm openly homophobic nor do I actually hate myself that much but it's just that over the years I've formed my opinions about certain things and also I hate the fact that I associate being gay as being "weak" or as being "not man enough". Mentally it has caused me a lot of pain because of it. Of course I'm aware that that's not the case at all and gay men are actually men but sometimes it's hard for me to unlearn what's I've already learnt in the past.i want to try so badly to be more open and more free about myself but it's really not easy. It's actually extremely hard to tell yourself to be that person for some reason. 

I can't even say the word "gay" out loud. That's how ashamed of it I am. I don't know why It's so shameful because I get that it's just a part of me and that this shouldn't even be a big deal but somehow I always end up making it such a massive deal for some odd reasons. I hate how I do that because it doesn't help me whatsoever. It actually makes it feel worse.

I don't even talk to my family about my homosexuality because it's not a topic I grew up talking about. It's not something that I would just say out loud. 

Maybe in the past I came out to some people and that was great for me at the time Because I felt so free to just be me But then over the years the older I get the more I was just closing myself off and it was harder and harder for me to reveal my own truth. 

It's not even that I dont trust people but it's just that I want to talk to people and talk to people about those personal things but at the same time i have to actually talk to someone who completely gets me and who deeply understand what it's like to be gay in secret.

I hate that I feel like I have to hide myself because at the end of the day it shouldn't be that hard to love and embrace yourself and yet it is which is really frustrating. 

uhm so yeah i just want a place where i could tell my feelings. basically ive been attracted to both boys and girls and im not too comfortable with being called a bisexual, so i sticked with being fluid which i think suits me well cause I'm literally gay like, weeks ago, and now I'm like straight again lol and it's just that idk what to say to my parents who im generally really close with, idk what will they say abt this sexuality of mine, and im scared once they do our relationship will change and they'll see me differently :'> 

Life

how can I come out? last year on my birthday I told my mum I wasn't Christian she kinda accepted me she told me to wear a cross a few times but after I didn't do it she stopped.
my mum knows about me liking girls, well yes but no she knows but she might think I regret sleeping with my best friend do I? no I don't but it happened at such young age I think that I ruined my own life, of course, what I did is connected to what happened to me when I was even much younger than that. I'm planning on moving away from this place when I'm old enough and have money for it. so if she doesn't accept me it won't bother me I just don't want her to yell at me or tell other people. when I told her I wasn't Christian she IMMEDIATELY called her friend for advice and didn't even ask me if I wanted to tell her friend, her friend is very close to us and I'm close to their children. but they're racists and homophobic so I try to avoid them. her friend wanted to test me, well I think that way. they said IN FRONT of me that gay and lesbian people were dirty and poorly raised WHILE looking at ME, they were looking at me for my reaction and I couldn't do anything about it, I felt uncomfortable and couldn't move and speak. I felt gross and wanted to cry. I couldn't do anything I can't protect myself or the people that they talked shit about. I have never been able to say what I thought because no one asked me for my opinion, I just want to tell her I like girls without my heart beating so fast that it's the only thing I hear. I'm scared to say what I think just because she won't think the way I do. she said that I'm really open-minded and yeah I am but she isn't trying to change. my mum asked me to correct her opinion if she's wrong? she has a right to have her opinion but I think it's wrong to judge or talk shit about other ppl just because they are doing something that you don't approve of. how can I teach her to be open-minded and accept me? how can I be calm and confident when asking her stuff like this?  please help me

Coming Out

I'm Demisexual, but I'm scared to tell everyone. How do I tell my family?👨‍👩‍👧

Gender Equality

I’m a teenage female. I know I’m more than likely a lesbian but I really don’t know about my gender. Last night I had the odd feeling, like doubt and I can’t explain it. I talked to my GF and she didn’t know what I should do. I haven’t talked to my parents yet because that would mean I would have to come out to them when I’m not ready to. What should I do?

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