It's better to pursue something superficial than it is to do nothing with your life. You either learn what you don't want, so you can pursue what you want, or you find depth, meaning, and spirituality along the way.

INFINITY 

3am Thoughts

What a sad life i have. I am working a 10 hour job for 5000 rupees. Even after the 10 hours i have to pay extra 2hours to complete the tasks. 
This is too less for the amount of work i am doing. 


Job Dissatisfaction

Anyone up for intellectual talks ?

Caregiver

Stop fighthinh wth ne every single time. You are just habitual of me, not in love. It's okay to need personal space. Give me some, and get yourself too. Roz roz vhi sbbbb! Frstly this life isn't left wth anything new. And then it's you wanting to have the same things every fuckinggh dayyy. I am bored of it yaarr. 

Love

Closed my laptop, Laying in bed, listening to music, and thinking about why I always feel a big weight in my chest, I’m taking a 1 week break off socials so I can’t even post on there cos of the attention especially since I don’t want to answer those “what’s wrong” questions, went on google to search for where I can express myself and feelings and I’m here, I hope it helps.

Emotional Abuse

Is it ok to confess about my feelings even though I am not sure...🙄

There comes a phase in life when everybody who betrayed you one way or other is having a happy life with others. But you stay alone because you do not trust people anymore. It feels like I am the one who has done something bad because I do not have anyone now. I know staying alone is peaceful but loneliness is not. I literally feel bad these days and always irritated, I have bad days, I don't know what to do or expect anymore from anyone.

Lonely

I hate going to college

I want to share something that I never ever told anyone. 

When I earn I want to buy a house and live alone. 
There, all I want to do is cry.
Cry, cry, and cry.

Not crying in front of anyone has become a habit but that does stop me from getting hurt by someone's words. And here where I currently living I can't even cry freely. Maybe I made myself that way. I just hate crying in front of someone else even if that person is my parent. 

Whenever I wanna cry it feels like someone will see me or someone will come barging in the room. So I keep myself from crying. 

And believe me or not but I have become one of those people who can easily switch off their emotions. And that too keeps me from crying now. 1 second I feel depressed, sad, lonely and the other second, nothing. Nothing at all. Just a human void of emotions. 

But that doesn't mean that I don't wanna cry. I do. Cry out loud. Cry my heart out.
 
Now this is the one thing that I kept to myself for so many years.

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