It's been really long since I posted something here...I am going through a really tough phase rn...I live with my grandparents and chachu and both of my grandparents have fallen sick. My grandfather is already a kidney patient and my grandmother has heart issues now. I am in a very imp phase of my life..I have some important exams next month..I just feel hopeless...idk what to do.

Just accept the reality of life and be practical at this phase of life 🙂

 कुछ खास पल को इंतजार कर रहे ।
कब ये जिंदगी गुजार जाए इंतजार कर रहे।
हसी के कुछ पल और दिला दे ये जिंदगी 
ये गम कब चली जाएंगी उसका इंतजार कर रहे।। 

Sad mood 😞

Breakup

It is easy to lose your control. 
There are two fundamental reasons for getting angry over someone: 
1.) That person is not listening to you. 
2.) You enjoy becoming angry. 
In case 1, you are trying to make them understand something, who knows how good or bad your explanation is, or there is a chance that you are the one who is not listening or vice a verse. 
In case 2, you enjoy getting angry because it make you feel superior over others.  It makes you feel as if you are better and the use of violence or mimicry of that, can frighten others to a degree that they will, either consider you supercilious or they do get frightened and that can be easily understood and that's precisely why you enjoy being angry.



3am Thoughts

Any Thoughts about 2nd chance.....??? ✌️

Love

 😌

If marrying is called love! 
Than can anyone explain-
Krishna ko radha ki jagah rukmini ku? 

Hello where ever you are!
I have something that can not stop thinking about and would like to hear you opinion too, what would you do. It is a long story but I will make it as short as possible.
There is a person (let's call her BB) who i know already a year, we work together. I always felt I was not just a friend for her but I was too afraid to be honest with myself because I'm a girl too and never ever experienced something like that. But deep in heart I also know I loved her so much... Loved her with my whole heart. Few months ago she finally asked me if we wanted to be together but I said I was not ready for new relationship (i really was not...). After few weeks she made a girlfriend...
Here is the thing: from the day we met BB always would tell me to go to her country to study or live for sometime and I alsoto study or live for sometime and I also would promise her that i would do that. As a result I got admitted in one of the universities of her country few days ago ! But the thing is I just can not tell her about it...the reason is that I don't want to study with anyone else from the people I know(I know her girflriend too). If BB hears that news who would not want to tell her girflriend about such possibility and offer her to send the documents in the same university as me... People, please understand me, I can not and I don't want to be around her girlfriend, especially in another country. But if I tell her not to tell
 it to anyone else (that technically includes her girlfriend too), I know it will make BB such a bad girflriend because of me. What would you do? Would you tell her about this news?

Guys anyone up for a live session? Over Spotify? 

Celebration

I wrote a long post, and I'm not even posting that. 

That's how guys feel. 
That's how guys react. 

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