Its been more than 2 weeks now since my mom stopped talking to me, my mental health is detorriating day by day. What should I do?

Reach out or just visit her give her hug and spit out whatever’s bothering you. It will be alright 

Depression

sometimes my mother curse me like "you won't be successful, you will suffer like me ... etc. " when we have even slightest quarrels and it really makes me think will my dream won't come true , will I lose my battle as whatever she says becomes true. I know she loves me and she prays for my success though!

The feeling after talking back to your mother is Unexplainable 

Motherhood

So i am not sure what problem does my mom has with me .. I guess she is toxic and narcisstic .. So often everytime she judges me for everything and makes me feel low always tells me on every single thing dont do this your will mess it up. Dont give her some work she will ruin it. I am looking to buy a phone and for that also she commented you wont be able to handle a good phone you will damage it everything falls from your hand.. She just constantly Goes on and always blames me for small to big thingss I am fed.

Frustration

I feel sad and I feel like my mom hates me she never lets me hang out with my friends or go to the mall or even go out in general  and no it’s not cause she cares about me..

Best believe I'm my mom's karma

Life

I struggle a lot with the thoughts in my head. Some days they are so loud so I will spend hours just zoned out to music in an attempt to drown them out, and it still doesn’t work. And there are days when everything is so quiet and it seems like there is nothing there. As I’ve grown up, I got in trouble a lot for saying things when I got upset or having my feelings invalidated often, so I guess it became a habit to block out all internal thoughts when I get upset. And now I get in trouble for not saying things when I’m upset. There have been several times when I’ve been frustrated or sad and my mom has asked about what’s on my mind and when I answer honestly, I get lectured on how “that’s not the case” or “you must be hiding something because you aren’t being honest”. There are even times where I’ll share something I feel with my mom, like how I don’t want to get pregnant and birth kids, but that I’d rather adopt, and then she comes in strong and says all sorts of things that completely invalidate my opinion and make it seem like she doesn’t even care because she’ll argue with me and call me out for “not wanting to give her grandchildren”. It has gotten to the point where I don’t feel like I can even tell her about anything anymore for the fear that she will just turn it into a way to belittle me. And I now she expects great things from me, but I feel like I’m slowly drowning under her expectations. I don’t know what to do because the last time I talked to her about this she just got mad at me because “she didn’t know where this was coming from” and her “thoughts on what was expected from me was completely reasonable” when in reality they really were not… I just want a break to figure out how to make myself better…

Last night i had fight with my mom over using phone and i raised my voice..she got hurt and stopped talking to me. I tried apologise with my mom but she is not even ready to talk..and i feel like i lost the whole world and ended up this way😭😭

Lonely

You ever feel like you wish you could hate your mother but you just can't no matter what you have to endure I have gone through literal hell my whole life and I still continue to go through it no one will ever understand what I mean when I say that most people just put me down on the fact that I do not want to love her but no one has went through what I have so no one can understand they all just say that's your mother you're supposed to love her but you haven't dealt with it and it's so annoying 

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