It's been a while since I dreamt. Yesterday I dream about Lola. It's just the two of us in the house anddddd she wanted me to come with her so I did. We went to this place near home just a walk into the slope. She bought something-I-can't-remember, browse clothes on their thrift shop and then eat. 

Dreams

I myself destroyed my own dreams because i was too lazy and ignorant to work hard. 
Now I am in a place where i die a bit every day
Buried under my own guilt.

College

Weird question I know, but does anyone here knows the meaning behind the dreams?


I woke up from a really bad dream. Oh Meredith. ￼

I was contemplating and tracing back why I had such a stupid/confusing dream. Maybe the reason why Denvert was on that dream is because he was brought up by this Catanduanes friend in our chats yesterday while I was asking if they were okay (TD Paeng). I didn't expect it to be him because I know it's Carlo. The fact that we're going to meet his family. But when I look at the guy, it's Denvert. I was so shock I started to panic. I can't get away from the dream because I was being introduced to her Ate and this time they seem to like me. The setting changed and it's on our house. On the balcony near the gate and the railings are ruined like how I mentioned to Carlo. And now as per checking, the walls separating our house from the vacant lot was ruined as well. Then there's my Titas, Titos, Lola, and Mama. Before they even meet Denvert he told us he'd be right back. After a while the clouds were dark and the wind is blowing you can even hear it whistle, then there's brownout. It was a bit later when Mama asked where he is and if he would be back.

I panicked because it was not Carlo and I don't want to tell him abt this or how I wish I forgot it when I wake up but the dream is so vivid. Thank God I wake up and the first thing I did was to open my data (it's still brownout here as of this writing), saw his chat if I'm already awake and told him that dream. I was sighing nonstop. It was not a  sigh of relief, disappointment, tiredness or irritation. I don't know what it was. I just wanted to get out of there and run into him. 

Then I thought, maybe he (Denvert) was so mad at me before he cursed me like how Ate B is cursing his ex and that's why this kind of thing keeps on happening. 

I still don't know how could that happen and why it happened. We were okay. We stayed late because sleep passed through. Then this happened.

Boyfriend

If someone not very close keeps appearing in ur dreams... What does that mean? 

3am Thoughts

If I keep dreaming or thinking about the same person, what does that mean? 

Confusion

I think midnight plans or fantasies or dreams never come true

I had a bad dream. In the dream, my dad was cheating again with another woman. I felt really angry and very sad at the same time. I was sobbing on my way home and when I came to face my dad, I was saying this repeatedly with tears streaming down my face, “Why do you keep on hurting us?”
I woke up crying. 

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